Without you (currently being edited)

Chapter 52

I asked if any-one wanted a short chapter with them having sex.  I had someone comment about whether they should have sex because of the bleeding.  SO yes this is going to be a shorter chapter. I wanted to address the concern about her bleeding and put the sex scene in here.  So sorry if any of you would have just rather waited for a long chapter but I'm working on it today.  The next chapter will be a big jump to her moving in. Thanks for bearing with me on updates :o)

Gage's POV-

       Once I made it to the bedroom, with Ellianna wrapped around my waist, I couldn't wait to make love to her all night.  Going this long without her was wearing on me.  I needed her like I needed oxygen.  She was like a drug that I was addicted too.  I released her legs so she could slid down my body.  I once again loved how tiny she was compared to me and was fully hard.  Once I had her standing in front of me I was ready to rip her clothes off.  I went to reach for her shirt and she said "Gage."  I stopped and looked at her.  She had her hands on my chest and she looked down.

     I wasn't sure why but I could tell she was going to tell me something she didn't want to.  I said "Ellianna?"  She looked back to me and said "you have to promise you'll take it easy on me."  I took a step back.  She told me it was o.k. to have sex.  Did she really not know?  I said "I thought you said.."  she cut me off and said "it's o.k. Gage but I...I had to go to the ER the other day because I was bleeding."  

      What the fuck.  I took another step back causing her hands to drop.  I said "what do you mean you were bleeding?"   I wasn't hard any more.  I was freaking the fuck out.  She spent the next ten minutes trying to calm me down.  I just paced the floor running my hand through my hair. 

     Even though I could tell she wanted to I didn't make love to her.  I held her until she feel asleep, which didn't take long, and slipped out of bed.  I walked down stairs and into my office.  I needed to know more about this before I would even think about having sex with her.  I got to work and stayed in my office all night researching everything I could about being pregnant.

     It was past three in the morning and I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer.  I sent Rita an e-mail telling her to cancel my flight and to get in touch with Dr. Stevens.  I knew her office was closed on Fridays but I didn't give a fuck.  I would pay her off to see Ellianna and give me the green light.  I was sure after reading everything I could that having sex wouldn't hurt the babies, or Ellianna,  but I wasn't going to take the chance until I heard it my self.

     I climbed into bed and looked over at Ellianna.  She looked so peaceful.  I placed my hand on her belly and she stirred.  She moaned and moved over to my chest causing me to lay back.  I couldn't help but smile and wrapped my arm around her.  I kissed her head and quickly feel asleep.   

    I woke up to an empty bed and looked over at the bathroom.  I wondered if Ellianna was in there or down stairs.  I slowly sat up and grabbed my phone.  I checked my e-mail and sure enough Rita was going to get a raise.  We had and appointment at eleven to see Dr. Stevens.  I was about to get out of bed when Ellianna walked in.  God she was glowing.  I smiled at her and said "how are you feeling?"   She smiled at me and climbed back in bed and said "I'm starving." 

     It was just past nine and I needed to get her out of here before I let my dick do the thinking.  I leaned down and kissed her head and said "I'll go get ready and we can go get something to eat."  I stood up and said "you have a doctors appointment at eleven so we don't have much time and need to leave soon."  Her eyes widened and she said "I have a doctor's appointment with who?"

      I smiled at her and said as I walked to the bathroom "Dr. Stevens."  I walked in the bathroom and turned the water on.  I started taking my pajama pants down when Ellianna said "I had a doctors appointment yesterday, why would you schedule me to have another one."  I turned to see her standing in the door way looking confused.  God love her.  I slipped my pants off and her eyes traveled slowly down my body.  Her eyes made their way back to mine and I couldn't help but smile.