Keeping Promises [sequel to I WILL protect you]

what should i do?!?!?!?!?!

kats pov:

its been about another week so all together its been up to 3 weeks and it feels worse then hell!

everyone is now starting to give up and im slowly starting to aswell.

i dont know what to do any more. doc said that if he dont wake up in about 2 days then there going to have to take him off life support machines
and lets just say it didn't end very well.

long story short he now has a broken rib and a busted nose and lip and a big bruise in the corner of his forehead and probably cant have any kids
either. either way he said he will cut off the machines weather we liked it or not which caused more pain to him.

"hey" says Blake coming in with no emotion

"hi" i whisper

"how you doing?"

"worse then before" i reply

there was no point in lying and saying 'oh yeah in doing just fine!'

"dont worry kat everything will be fine. everything bad happens so you get something better in life"

what the fuck?! was he trying to say if Jason didn't wake up then i can get something better than that in the future?! the f!!!!

"excuse me?"

"what?"

"are you trying to say by Jason not waking up i can get something better in the future because if you are then your fucking wrong!" 

"no! im not saying that im saying that by you suffering like this and by Jason suffering the way he is you'll both get something better" he says

i give him a skeptical look and then look straight back at Jason.

for a little while we both dont say anything and then soon he walks out.



*2 days later*



today was the day the doc was threatening to cut off the machines but there was no way i was going to let that happen. no way!

no one new about what the doc was planning on doing but only me. i didn't want to get the rest of them mad at this too. there already going
through allot anyway so i wasn't going o bring it up either.

there was only a couple of minutes left until the doc was going to come and the more the second passed the more scared i got and it was hard to
get me scared these days.

i kept glancing from the clock to Jason every time the second would pass.

"Jason you really need to wake up! please you really need to. i cant let the doc cut off the machines because then  i will loose all of you and i cant
bare that!!! please Jason please im begging you!!!" i yell at him

"if you love me really then you will!" i whisper

just then the doctor walks in and stand in front of Jason bed.

"im not going to let you!" i say

"look kat dont do this please! just make this easy for both of us" he says

"no fucking way! im not going to let you! i fucking dare you to try!"

"trust me i dont really want to after seeing what happened last time" he says

this makes me smile a little but it soon fades when the next words come out of him.

"but if i do anything i promise i will die by trying to help you" 

is he fucking crazy. how the fuck is this helping me? its going to make it worse!

"that's a whole load of bull crap ive ever heard someone say!" i scoff

he takes a step forward but i give him a glare.

"dont make me start this bull crap again" i say stepping forward.

he then pulls out a sharp pointy thing which was a injection and i knew exactly what it contained.

"dont make me use this on you kat"

"there's no way im going to let you drug me!" 

"im sorry it has to be like this" he says 

but before he can reach em with that thing i kick it out of his hands.

"Jason you have to wake up!!!!" i yell hoping he can hear me.

the doc goes and grabs the injection and then runs towards me. i kick him in the ribs hard and hear a crack noise.

"Jason fucking wake up!!!!" i scream still facing doc though

"stop this kat!" says doc

"no!"

he then limbs over to the wires but i reach here before him and punch him in the face where he falls to the floor with a 'ooff' 

"IM NOT GOING TO LET YOU DO THIS DOC!!! JASON IF YOU LOVE ME YOU'LL TRY TOUR HARDEST TO WAKE UP!!!!!"

"kat stop this now!!!!" says chaz coming in while Blake helps the doc up

"NO HE CANT KILL OFF JASON!" i yell trying to run and punch the doc but chaz holds me back

"what are you on about kat?" chaz says sounding confused

"doc thinks that Jason is not going to make it so he was going to cut off the life support machine toady!" i say trying to be calm but it wasn't
working.

"he what?!" says Blake

"doc you cant do that!" says chaz

"EXACTLY!!!" i yell

"its for the best im sorry but i have to" he says

"NO IM NOT GOING TO LET YOU!!!" i say getting out of chaz's grip and running over to Jason's sleeping body.

"PLEASE WAKE UP!" i say shaking him while crying

"YOU HAVE TO! please!!!!! Jason if you love me you will!!!" i say

just then the hear monitor starts to go wild and so does the pulse rate.

what the fuck was happening?!

"doc what's going on?" i ask

"oh no this is bad!" he mumbles

"doc what's going on!!!!! help him!!!!"

"there's nothing i can do. he has to try to wake up now" he says

"Jason can you hear me?! please say you can hear me!" i say holding his hand for dear life which was this situation we were in.

"look Jason you have to get up! you need to open your eyes!!! FOR GOD SAKE JASON WAKE UP!!!! Jason open your eyes. for me! for the
guys! for our love!!!!!"

just then it goes silent. the hear monitor stops beeping and so does the pulse rate.

oh god no!!!!! 

NO! NO! NO! NO!

THIS CANT BE HAPPENING!!!! 

NOOOOO!!!!!!!!

then we start to hear a noise and then...

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