Dear Diary: My Delinquent

Dear Diary: My Delinquint...Chap 10

CAUTION: KINDA SEXY!!!

(WHEN COLTON AND TESSA GOT HOME FROM THEIR DATE.)

Dear Diary:

I can't believe Colton he's just so sweet and  awesome! How did I deserve him?

-Tessa

Colton rolled his hands down my hips as he kissed me. His lips were soft and sweet. Just like his kisses.

He led me to the wall instead of standing in the middle of his room. He roughly pushed me against the wall and started kissing down my neck. I moaned at the pleasure he was giving me.

"D-dont." I stuttered.

All he did was smirk and put his lips back onto mine. He growled playfully when I didnt let him in. So he pinched my butt making me gasp and he plunged his tongue into my mouth. I wrapped my legs around his torso.

He led us over to the bed and laid me down and started kissing me agan. I wrapped my arms aorund his neck, pulling on his hair light. He moaned. So  I guess it was a turn on for him.

I started grinding my hips against his and he groaned. He slowly lifted my shirt up exposing my stomach and then my bra until he finally took the whole thing off. Leaving me in my swaepants and bra. I blushed at him looking down my body.

His eyes covered over into lust and...love? I looked down waiting for him to do something.

"Tes, your beautiful." I snapped my gaze up to him and gave him the 'WTF' face.

He rolled his eyes and pulled me flush against him. "Your perfect."

"Colton, your the perfect one." I told him sincerely. "I have so many flaws."

Colton pushed me away lightly and took off his shirt. I couldn't help but notice all the scars and cuts that roamed his body. Some of them were even fresh and new.

The tears started to destroy my eyesight as I pulled him in for a hug and he wrapped his arms around me. I repeatedly said 'sorry' to him. "I'm so selfish." I cried into his bare chest as he patted my back.

He wiped the tears off my cheeks and looked into my eyes. "Some of these aren't even from me." I gasped and almost started to cry again. Then I got furious. How could someone do that. Do you wanna know what disturbed me the most? I knew exactly who did it to him. Colton's biological father.

"HOW COULD THAT BASTARD DO THAT!" I yelled. But seriously who could do that? To their own flesh and blood. To anyone.

I collapsed onto the floor, still shirtless, and rolled myself into a ball and cried. Call me a softie, but that stuff scares me sh*tless.

I noticed, as Colton sat down with me, that he had a shirt on. He wrapped his scarred arms around me and whispered sweet nothings to me. But I felt a little selfish when he was doing this. Because it should be me hugging him.

Then I remembered one of my favorite quotes. 'Look in the mirror and fix yourself up. Wash away those tears. Be strong, honey. Suck it up, no one else can know. Paint on your smile and walk away. You have to pretend your fine.

That's exactly what I did. I had to stay strong for him. I stopped the tears. Wiped them away and fixed myself up and smiled.

"I'm sorry." I apologized sheepishly.

He smiled softly. "You didn't need to apologize." I nodded. "But I did anyway."

He sighed like he was trying to think of something. Like he was pulling himself together.

~*~Colton's POV~*~

A million. billion trillion thousand doubt's were running through my mind. Should I tell her the three words that I have been dying to say to her for week? The three words that could change everything for better or worse?

Come on, grow some balls, I said to myself. And I did. I looked down into her blue and grey eyes and said,

"I love you"

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BYE MY BEAUTIFUL SKITTLEIANS

-DJ