prayers for the lost.

wounded

I think im done.

done with being alone.

done with fighting.

done with pretending

done with hiding behind fake faces.

I think i am dying.

i think my heart just wants to stop.

i think my soul is shattered.

i think i have broken

every bone in my body,

your trust in me,

and my trust in myself.

I have lost myself

I have lost my war

I have lost all who loved me.

I have lost my courage, and strength to fight for what i believe.

I have lost so much over the past three months, but I started losing it all when i first thought that i had lost you in the hurricane of emotion that followed me having my heart broken, and caused yours to bleed. Oh my friend that is more than a friend please stop torturing me. Please stop trying to take your own life, and look to the lord. because if you go a large piece of me will go too and i fear that it may be to large for time to heal.

~Amen father in heaven