Broken

For a moment

I was walking away

Staying for an extra second

Before I turned the corner

Slowing my pace

To see your face

For just a second

You saw me

I took my step

Turned the corner

You said "hey, it's m/n!" (a/n- 'm/n'= my name)

I took another step

But stopped

You repeated my name

I stopped and waited for you

Knowing that you'd run to me

You came down

In a funny voice I couldn't

Understand

You held out your fist

Fist bump

Fists touch

You leave

Back up the stairs

"Speak English next time,"

I call up to him

"Okay, I will!" He called back

And for a moment

I was happy

Real happiness

I couldn't stop thinking

About you

All the things you've done

In the past few days

To make me smile

To make me laugh

I smiled to myself

At the moment

That one small

Interaction

You practically

Wiped away my

Depression

I felt better

From that moment

'Til now

I'm still happy

But that whole day

I was depressed

Really depressed

I almost cried

I didn't know what was happening

To me

I was the most depressed

Since

F o r e v e r

I've been

For a week or two, now

Whenever I was with you I would smile

Be happy

Except today

I was too depressed

It was painful

To smile

Fake

But now that I think of it

The happiness is

Wearing off

Disappearing

I'm sorry

I'm too tired of this