I've been sick of the past few days
My head hurts
My body aches
I'm tired
I'm sick
It's weird how things that I used to care about
Don't really matter anymore
Grades
Friends
Food
School
Homework
Family
My life savers
I lied about 'my life savers'
I still care about them
Truly
Madly
Deeply
But not enough to check
What they're doing
It's all being blown away
I'm being blown away
Parts of me leave with the wind
And I honestly don't care right now
I just want peace
Quiet
Sleep
Beauty
No one can save me
No one cares
Louis might care
Zayn might care
Liam might care
Harry might care
Niall might care
Ash might care
Luke might care
Michael might care
Calum might care
They still can't save me
For a while maybe
Keep me breathing
But eventually...
It's stomping me down
Creating a barrier
Between the me and the world
It's drowning out everything
And I'm falling deeper
I stopped caring
I promise myself
I won't do things
But I go and do them anyway
Hurt myself
In multiple ways
I've never stopped crying
Never stopped hurting myself
Never stopped grasping
Onto things that hold me up
I'm slowly letting go, though
Slipping
YOU ARE READING
Broken
PoetryA true diary... It's about my life. My stupid shitty life. The pain and misery, loneliness and depression. In real time. Real things that happen to me and real feelings and thoughts.
