My Alpha Mate I Hate (Editing/rewriting. )

rejected.but for how long?

Sophia ..p..o..v....Saturday ....10:11.am.... 

I sit up in my bed and look around. 

Its been a few days i haven't heard from Kyle, he hasn't even came too school, but i know he's not dead, so that's something , but I'm pretty sure he's been drunk or something. 

Cause its rather strange for me too wake up with a hang over when i have never drank in my whole life, my brother had freaked, It took me forever too make him beleive i wasn't drunk, but once i did he had calmed down, 

I wonder how he thought i got drunk? i hadnt left the house and he doesnt drink much, but there are a few things in the house, but he could tell they hadnt been touched. 

I sit up, and everything spins a little, dang he's still drunk, but I'm good at ignoring it now, he's been drunk for days ,and it is killing me knowing that he's that upset and that low, and its all my fault, 

I get dressed in a t-shirt and jeans , i dont really even look at it, i just put them on and pull my hair back, i have felt so cold and alone since the other day, i have never felt so alone before, and thats saying sometyhing ive been alone most my life.

I go down stairs, My brother has left already too work and Carly took Caleb too the park, so im alone..great. 

And make a hard choice, one of the hardest i have made,  im going to see him.

I get my purse and walk out of the house and i keep walking,  Its at least five miles too his house, but it gives me time too think. 

I walk up too his house and knock on the door, my breathing fast ,my palms are wet, my heart is raceing. 

i wait. 

Nothing. 

I knock again. 

Still nothing. 

I open the door its open, i look around the living room,everything is a mess, stuff all over , but i dont see him, but i know that he is here.

"Hello?" i say

Nada. 

I walk too his room and knock on his door, I hear him moan, I open the door slowly, in case i need to look away , im really not sure what im going to walk in on, Its dark in here and he's in the bed covered, 

Thank gosh. 

"Kyle?" i say walking over to the bed and i just stand ther looking down at him, he's a mess ,he's face down in the pillow and he smells like he hasnt showered in days..

"Hummm?"he says into his pillow. 

"Get up, can you?" i ask touching his shoulder.

"Owy" he moans

"What hurts honey?" i ask rubing his shoulder now.

"My heart.........and tummy" he says, I sigh. 

"Why ares you here?"he slurs a little when he talks and im sure that he is still hung over. 

"I really don't know..... maybe cause i keep wakeing up with a hang over and i don't drink?" i say running my fingers through his hair,  

"Sorry" he moans

He holds his head up and looks at me,then he reachs his hand tord me laying it on my side and trying to pull me,  

"What?" i ask

"Come here." he says 

I sit on the bed beside him, 

"What?" i ask him in a soft tone, 

"No leave me mmkay?" he says still pretty out of it i can tell,

"Not for a little while."i promise him,  

"Mmmkay" he says and he lays his head in my lap, i dont try to move him, i just give him the comfort he so badly needs right now, i cant just leave him like this. 

I start to play with his hair I hear his breathing slow alittke and it kinda worries me, I look down at him, he's asleep. 

I sigh, Gosh. 

What am i going too do? I can't just leave him like thi, I shift so that I'm sorta laying down, but not that i woke him or moved him,

He mones and mumbles in his sleep, I giggle quitly and I keep peting his hair and sigh. 

What am i going too do about him!!? 

Its not like i can leave him this way, but what should i do? how can i make this right? i dont know, i just dont know..