My Alpha Mate I Hate (Editing/rewriting. )

i dont see this ending well.....

Sophia ...p..o..v........ 

After awhile i stop crying, but Kyle is still holding me. 

I have too say It feels nice too be in his arms. all warm and safe , like nothing in the world could hurt me as long as im in his arms, and its a feeling i dont get with to many people, only Matt has every made me feel truely safe.

Its just strange that i feel like that with the guy who's made my life hell for years, but hey weirder things have happened, and maybe this wasnt a bad thing. maybe against the odds we can find a way to be happy, 

I snuggle my face into his neck just liking the feel of his skin on mine,  

He kisses the top of my head,  I wrap my arms around his neck, 

Ah yes, i could easly learn too like this, I wish this moment could just last forever, i could just live here for the rest of my life, and it'd be perfect. 

But nope. 

I hear loud knocking on the door, we both look up at the same time, and two of his friends open the door and come in. 

Crap. 

"Hey dude, oh sorry too inter--"he stops, Seeing that its me cuddled up too him.their eyes widen, 

"Woah dude since when are you two hooking up?"one asked i think his name is Jake. 

"Go away" Kyle hisses. his arms getting tighter around me, So he's most blocking the view of  my face. 

Why? does he not want them looking at me? is my first thought, but then i realize I've been crying, and i probably look like a mess, uhg, then im glad he's blocking me, and a happy feeling spreds over me at the thought of him trying to protect me, 

"Okay we'll uh let you too get back too...whatever it is you're doing, call us ok man?" one of them says its really weird in here right now, i can feel the mood over everyone, like we're all in shock.

"Ok just go!"  he demands

They leave, backing out the door slowly, like kids walking in on parents or something, weirdo's

"Uhg, sorry honey ,they seem to think they live here too." he says shaking his head,

"Its okay" i say snuggleing up too him again, he starts petting my hair again.  

"You know I'm not ashamed of you right?"he asked looking in my eyes. 

"Yeah." i say ,

But i still kinda wonder, would he want to tell everyone we're mates? not that i wanted him too just yet , but would he? 

"Sophia, dont i love you baby." he says

"Yeah sure, but uh i think i need too get home." i say 

He sighs. 

" I do love you! but yeah i guess you do." he says, i can tell he isnt happy about me leaving though. 

He lets go and I sit up and he kisses my cheek, my skin burns from his touch,  We get up and i  get my stuff and he gets his keys and we go out too his car, he holds my hand and that feels nice, 

When we get to his car he opens the door for me and i get in , then he gets in the driver seat and starts the car, then he drives me home, It doesn't take long. 

We dont talk much on the way there, but its a good silence, like we dont have to talk just being close is good, but we do both sing to the radio.

When we get home he parks in the drive way then he gets out and opens my door and walks me up to the door, again holding my hand, right when i open the door  Matt is there. 

"Yeah i know I'm late, sorry" i say hopeing i dont get yelled at, im in a good mood, sorta and i dont feel like being yelled at right now.

It was almost seven, I was told too be back by six."He says looking all mad, his arms over his chest, it was something we both did when mad. 

"I just worry "he says looking at me, 

"I know, but im fine. " i say

"You ate?" he ask 

"No." 

"Then go eat, foods in the kitchen, i need too talk too him alone" he says looking Kyle over .

"Oh please Matt no you don't " i say,

"Yes i do now go." he says looking at me like im two and not listening,

I give Kyle a sorry look but he just shruggs. 

"I'll be ok, and uh see you at school" he says kissing my hand,

"Yeah night" i say smiling , and touching my hand where he kissed it ,

"Good night Sophia " he says smiling,

I walk off too the kitchen wondering how that talk will go. 

And wondering what im going to do now, i dont see that there is anyway to go back now, i sigh, life is so crazy....

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