My Alpha Mate I Hate (Editing/rewriting. )

not so good morning.

Kyle...p...o...v.......oct 5 Saturday .....6:23am...

This is hands down the best part of my week, the weekend because i get to wake up too my beautiful Sophia,

I live for her and this now, too hold her in my arms, tell her how much i love her, and i think the packs even starting too really like her, i knew they would when they got to know her, she really is a amazing girl,

And the last few weeks have been great, school during the week, we now had half our classes together, and she either comes over to my house to study after school or i go over to her house, and i think Matt is even starting to like me better,

He told me as long as i make her happy and im good to her, that he's happy for us and wont get in the way of what we want, and all i want is her,

And she is now part of the pack, and i couldnt be happier, i have everything i could ever want, and i dont know how i got so lucky, but im so happy i am.

I lean over and kiss her head and her eyes flutter open, and she looks at me and smiles, i smile back at her,

"How long have you been awake?"i asked.

"Awhile." she says slowly,

"So are you just hideing from me?" i say playing hurt,

"No i just--"she stops

"You ok?"i ask  she makes a really weird face, and looks kind of green..

"No"she says jumping up and running too the bath room, I run in there after her.

"Babe?" i say coming in the bath-room she's throwing up, gross,i drop on my knees next to her and I pull her hair back out of her face,

"Shh its ok it'll be ok. " i say trying too sooth her, i get a wet wash cloth and put it to her head, because this is what my mom did when we we're little and got sick like this,but after awhile she stops,

I hug her too me peting her hair, she lays against my chest i can tell she's weak now, of course she was,

"What's wrong?" i ask her still very worried,

"I think i ate something bad last night." she says  the pack had a party last night and being Alpha i had too go, maybe she just ate something bad there,

"Ok um brush you're teeth and you can go back too bed, try and sleep it off okay?" i say she nodds

"You need me?" i ask she shakes her head and waves me off getting her tooth brush, 

So i leave and get her a glass of sprite, it always helps me when i feel sick so maybe it'll help her, I go back in my room and she's laying on the bed, under the covers, I give the glass too her she drinks a little bit and hands it back i sit it down on the bed side table, 

"Thanks"she says

"Its ok baby." i say as loving as i can, then I get into the bed with her, and hold her to me,

"You sure you're okay i hear the flu's going around already." i say still worrying about her, well how could i not?

"I'm fine now just sleepy." she says laying her head on my chest,

"Okay." i say petting her hair, i just keep doing that and then i rub her back to comfort her, and it seems to work, she goes too sleep quickly, but i know i won't be sleeping anymore, what could be wrong with her?

What if something is wrong with her? what if i cant help her ? what if something bad happens?

My heart starts racing and i have to calm my self down, she will be fine, she ate some bad food and is sick, people get sick its okay, nothing is going to happen to my baby,

Nothing.