Forbidden Love (Student/Teacher Relationship)(on hold!)

Hormones? Oh Joy

Hey everyone!! So I am doing my best to update befor I go back because once I go back for classes on Monday I am getting ready for finals week. Then I am off for like a month. So, again I will be updating when I can, but on break I will update as much as possible. So yeah, I love how much this story has caught on :) And I am glad that even some of my friends like this so much. I hope this update is ok, it's mainly a filler while I get over the writer's block that has hit hard. I'm sorry! But otherwise enjoy!

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Scarrlette's POV

    Being pregnant has it's up and downs. I mean the good thing? My hair was growing quicker than normal and it looked amazing. The bad thing? I looked like a beached whale, considering I was pregnant with twins it looked pretty crazy. I wasn't getting sick all the time anymore, which was a plus, but I had to pee 24/7 which was so annoying. Julian was probably getting irritated with me at this point, especially with my cravings for raw cookie dough and brownie batter, but hey shit happens. 

   I was sitting in the living room of our home waiting for Julian to come back. He was finishing up some things at the college and I was pretty much stuck on bed rest at this point, and I am now waiting to pop. I was pretty much able to use my stomach as an extension of a table and couldn't see my feet even if I tried as hard as I possibly could. I was nervous and excited and scared all at the same time, which felt really weird if you ask me. I wanted to be able to hold my children in my arms and protect them from anything that could ever hurt them. 

    "Scarrlette, are you in here?" I hear Julian call out from the front hall.

    "I'm in the living room, Julian." I called back.

    I could hear him walking down the hallway and watching as he appeared in the archway. He was wearing dark blue jeans and a while button down top, he wanted to go casual at work today but still wanted to look nice. I know you probably didn't care to know that but oh well, he's my boyfriend and I am admiring him.

    "What did you do all day?" Julian asked, walking over to sit beside me.

   "Well, considering I am on bed rest and the size of a small car, I've sat here all day, only getting up whenever they decided to sit on or kick my bladder, or if I got hungry. So, I mean I haven't done to much today." I said, laughing lightly.

    "This is true, you're almost done though so don't worry." He said laughing.

    "Because having a month and a half left is almost done. I find your sense of humor to be twisted" I laughed hard enough that I almost peed.

    Julian seemed to catch this and helped me up and towards the bathroom. Again, worst thing about being pregnant. I made my way back to the living room and sat back down beside Julian. He had turned to face me, putting his hand on my stomach as he did so.

    "Are you nervous?" He asked, looking down at my stomach.

     "I am terrified, but so excited at the same time. I mean, I know they aren't your kids, but I know you will make an amazing father, Julian. And I know if and when we have our own kids you won't treat these two any differently." 

    And right on cue, the hormones kicked in and I started to cry.. Damn it, can I not be hormonal? Like, I didn't get angry really, I was either sad, happy or horn as fuck. And let me tell you I don't think Julian was complaining about the third one, but I bet you he will be soon. I mean I am pretty sure even guys have a limit on how much sex they can or want to have. I mean yeah, they are guys, and yes they are like the horniest thing on the planet, but still that doesn't mean shit.  I couldn't help but laugh out loud at that thought and Julain happened to hear it.

     "Are you ok there?" He asked, laughing at me

    "Trust me. I am pregnant and hormonal, I am far from ok." I said, giggling.

     "Well, what were you thinking about that made you giggle like that?"

     "I was just thinking of how men can be soo horny and then you give them a pregnant chick and suddenly they don't know what to do. Like, the girl is suddenly a thousand times hornier than the guy and it's pretty funny."

     Julian started laughing so hard he almost fell off the couch. I couldn't help but laugh again, just because once I said it out loud it was even funnier than how it had sounded in my head. I was just glad that Julian found it funny as well, instead of getting weird.

    I was glad that I was able to be dating someone like him. He was so kind and caring, he was willing to do anything for me and for pretty much anyone else. He was happy enough to become a father, even though the children weren't even his.  I was glad to have met this wonderful man, who just so happened to be my professor. His brother may be psycho, but that was something I was willing to look past, just because I love him so much. I couldn't wait for the twins to get here just to prove to Ashton that I wasn't bothered by the past and that I was ready for my future with Julian. I was going to be with Julian no matter what happened, because I knew Julian was worth the fight. I fell asleep that night thinking of what our babies would be like, and just how badly I wanted to give them the world. 

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Sorry that it is so short guys. I just wanted to get something up for this story before I went back to classes Monday. I love you all for reading this. I know I am not the best writer, but I am working on getting better. Feel free to tell me what you think and what you think may need worked on in this story. I love you all!! 

~Scarrlette(: