Forbidden Love (Student/Teacher Relationship)(on hold!)

It's A Long Road

 Hey guys!! So I now have my own laptop so I hope to update as much as possible and all that good stuff. and the song I picked for this chapter I felt went well with how Scarrlette and Julian's relationship are. So yeah i love you guys to bits and hope you enjoy this chapter. I am trying my hardest I promise. so yeahh Enjoy!!

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  Scarrlette's POV

   I had been so close, so close to being done with this school and moving on to the next chapter of my life. But because of some stupid accident I ended up failing one of the courses I needed to complete my major. So now I had to come back in the fall to finish up everything. The only good thing about that was that Julian would still be here so I'd still be able to stay with him. He had been so supportive of me lately. Even though I was carrying his brother's child and that it would look really bad for me to come back in the fall pregnant as hell... But hey life isn't always a fair game.

   I was currently sitting in Julian's room waiting for him to come back. We would be staying on campus over the summer and at the moment all students were packing and leaving for their homes. Julian had promised me that everything would turn out right in the end. He was still trying to find out where his little brother went so that he could press charges. He wanted his brother in jail for rape and he wanted every cent he had to make up for the fact that I was no pregnant. I mean I was upset and all that Ashton had raped me and that I ended up pregnant. But the past is in the past and I couldn't change that. Julian just didn't seem to get that though, he's just a little hot headed sometimes.

   I looked up as he walked into the room. He looked like shit, considering he hasn't slept in the past few days and all. He walked over to me and sat down, pulling me into his arms.

   "Scarrlette, I am so sorry for everything that you have been through lately. You are being so strong about all of this and here I am stressing over everything. I just want to make my brother feel pain because he is the reason you are now sitting here like this. You would have been able to go onto the next chapter of your life if my brother hadn't done that to you." He said, kissing my forehead.

    "I understand you're upset.. But listen, nothing you can do will fix this. I was raped, that isn't something that can be taken back. It's done and over with so try and move on." I said softly.

   "I just want what's best for you and your baby..."

   "I know you do. And even though it isn't your child you have been so helpful to me. I love you for everything you have done for me and this child growing inside of me."

   "I'm glad I can be of some help. Now you were just at the doctors, how far along are you?"

    I laughed lightly at the change of subject. "I am just starting into week 12 of 40."

    "When do you find out if it's a boy or a girl??"

   "Around week 20, but sometimes it can "change" in the later weeks."

   "What do you mean?"

   "Like the way the baby is sitting in there can affect how they see down that way. So sometimes it could look like a boy, but the next time I visit it could be a girl."

   "I want a baby girl. I wanna be the daddy that she will always come to for anything."

   "You just want to spoil her don't you?"

   "There is nothing wrong with that. Look, Scarrlette, I will do anything for you and this child. I am going to be the father that my brother could never be. I will be the bigger person and make sure this baby has a great home to grow up in. I will be here no matter what  comes our way."

   "Even if the world is ending and I somehow turn into a zombie will you still love me" I asked, giggling.

   "Yes, even then I will still love and protect you." He said, laughing.

   "Well then maybe we should start prepairing for the zombe appocolypse."

   By this time we couldn't help but laugh uncontrollably. Even though it wasn't that funny we just couldn't seem to help ourselves. I was just so happy right now, and no it wasn't just the hormones. Julian was one of the best people I have ever known and without him I don't know how I would handle being pregnant at a young age.

   "So, have you even started to think of names yet?" Julian asked pulling me from my daze.

   "Well sort of.. But I don't know which ones will sound the best. I mean because I'm not married yet or anything."

   "Well list the ones you have so far then. I'll give you some input on them."

    "Guys or girls first?"

    "Ladies first" He said, laughing.

   "Very well... I don't like normal names or normal spellings so I have no clue how you will react to them. "

   "Well try me. You'd be surprised at what I do and don't like"

   "Well for a girl I was thinking of different things. I love the name Esmerelda"

   "The gypsy from the Hunchback of Notredame?"

   "Yes"

   "That's a little different, what else are you thinking of?"

   "Well, um there's Rosemarie."

   "That's different. What about a guy?"

  "I was thinking either Elijah or Nicholi."

  "Those are both different too. Looks like we have a long road ahead of us huh?"

   "Just a tad. I mean I want you to have a say in the names as well."

   "How many do you have down?"

   "Like a whole page of names.."

   "Well, then we will worry about names another night. For now why don't you just lay down and try to get some rest. You have an appointment tomorrow and I don't wanna have to drag you out of bed again. You may be pregnant but that doesn't mean you can sleep all the time."

   I giggled. "Well maybe that's what the baby wants"

    "Well tell that little baby to go to bed sooner and maybe they wouldn't get mad about getting up in the morning"

   We both laughed lightly at that.For some reason everything had been funny to me lately.

   "Let's just go to sleep then." I said, yawning.

   "That's more like it" He said, laughing.

   As I layed down in Julian's arms I couldn't help but feel nervous for this baby. Being born, never knowing who his father is. But I didn't care, as long as my baby would be happy then I would be happy. I slowly drifted off to sleep thinking of what my baby would look like, who she may love and what they may do.

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I know it's not the longest but hey I am trying. so out of the four names I listed give me your favorite for each sex. or if you really wanna give me a totaly different name for the baby. Love you guys and feel free to say what you are thinking. 

~Scarrlette(: