Acceptance 3: A Dark Secret BoyXBoy (Third book in Acceptance Trilogy)

Chapter Four: Would you

Arrow's POV

I had been feeling down but Allac had somehow cheered me up. Even though I miss my friends from boarding school or the fact that still I can't see Paul or Caz or less outside school I may have hope of a new friend, during classes. I have Colin he will always be enough for me but him being older then me really does suck as I'm stuck on my own. Allac seems nice, I hope we can be friends.

First couple classes couldn't have been more boring but during second lesson Allac had partnered up with me in science and our so called experiment had gone ass up because we mixed the wrong stuff up. I mean I have detention now on the first day of term but hey it is defiantly worth it.

"Sorry about that," smiles Allac as we head towards the playground for break time.

I look at Allac and I smile, "Don't say sorry I had a lot of fun it was worth it. Who do you normally hang out with?" I ask him looking at him with a curious look.

He smiled, "I don't really hang with anyone. I have one friend, well I did but she passed away because she had cancer. I've not found anyone since then and I didn't really want too but your new and I know how it feels. I could tell just maybe you be the one who may just be cool and so far you are so I think I'm in luck. What brings you here anyway, to this shit tip?" he asks.

"I doubt it's worse then the schools I've left. Quite a few things but mostly because acceptance is hard to find," I tell him.

"Acceptance in what respect?" he asks as we both sit down on an empty bench sitting opposite the field where dozen boys are playing football.

"I'm gay and well I didn't know that till recently. Because of that a lot of issues have arised including nearly losing my family, friends and moving school twice but the first time was because of my boyfriends brother and that just caused even more shit and now I'm here," I tell him.

"And your boyfriend?" he asked like none of this dazed him in the slightest.

"You mean are we still together?"

"Yeah are you?" he asks.

"Yes he is new too but I'm in year eleven he is in year thirteen," I tell him.

"Ah I see. Age can sometimes get in way," he whispered.

"Yeah but I know Colin and I can get through this. I know someday our lives will be set," I smile.

"I hope that day comes for you, Arrow it seems like you really deserve it after all you been through," he smiles.

"Thanks. What do you normally do at break and lunch time?" I ask.

"I normally hang in the libaray. Books are a big part of my life," he laughs.

"I didn't see you as the type to read," I say telling him the truth.

"Me either but it all changed once Mady died," I tell him.

"I understand, one of my best friends she took her own life not too long ago," I tell him.

"Christ," he says.

"It's how you deal with it I suppose but hey I'll help you from now on. Maybe we both need each other," I tell him.

"Destiny," he says.

"You could put it like that," I laugh and he laughs with me.

"Arrow," someone calls my name. I see Colin and Izz coming towards us.

"Who is the girl with him?" he asks gathering on who Colin is already.

"My sister," I tell him as I get up from the bench and Colin and I cuddle and he kissed me on the cheek. No one seemed to notice, like I care anyway. Colin and I aren't going to hide anymore. We know hiding doesn't help, makes it worse because it affects our relationship so much and we aren't going to let that stand in our way again.

"Making friends already?" Izz asks.

"This is Allac," I introduce him.

I don't know how this term is going to turn out but over all first time in a long time I can say my first day in school is turning out quite good but I don't want to jinx it though, would you?

Jerrod's POV

I sat at my laptop, believe it or not I actually still have one of those even though my parents pretty much disgust me now. I keep lingering on if I should leave Colin an email or not. I got the email open to send to him but not typed a thing yet. What do you say when you pretty much nearly destroyed your brothers life? There isn't much you can say is there?

What do you do when you pretty much destroyed everything for your brother, made your parents hate you and in the long run ruined your life too because you're a complete dick.

"Maybe you can write hey Colin its your number one dick head long lost brother who you never want to find or see again but maybe you can forgive me in time. Nah pointless putting that last bit," laughs Ace from over my shoulder. I shut the laptop lid and turn around.

"Don't I get any space!" I snap at him.

"Erm no actually. So get over it. Look Jerrod I need some help your good at all this acting shit right? So move your ass off your bed and go sit on mine. We can pair up as I can't get anything done with Jay he just laughs," he tells me firmly.

"Who or what told you I'm good at acting," I begin he pulls me up from my bed and drags me by my collar to his bed and makes me sit down on it.

"Wait hold on didn't you get the script where they both gay," I say suddenly dawning on me why Jay kept laughing.

"Yeah so what," he dag at me.

"So what are you fucking joking me. Right just tell me there is no kisisng scene and I'll be," I didn't get to finish as Ace sat right next to me pulled my head towards him and his lips smacked against mine before I could stop him I tried to pull away but he wouldn't let me. Finally he let me pull away and I sat there eyes wide in complete shock. What the fuck just happened?

"Not bad at acting," was all he said as he got up.

"Hold up that wasn't fucking acting what the fuck man are you," I went to continue but he stopped me again by kissing me.

"Shut it," he said as he pulled away.

"Ace what the fuck!" I shout again.

"Ever thought why I made an effort to even give a shit about someone like you? Now you know," he said acting cool.

I didn't know what to say, how I feel about this at all I just sat there looking up at him.

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