Chapter 9

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It seem like the air around us was so tense it could of choked us both out. I was frustrated that he would be upset with me when we don't even go out. The argument...it seem to last a life time but something in that moment changed everything. I could tell Carter could feel it too. That moment made me confused and my emotions were tied into one. Our frustrations became in synced and he couldn't hold back what was coming next.

The trip was a success it had been about a week since I've been back home. I'm not going to lie I did miss everybody even though me and Carter left on a bad note. I sat in my room thinking about my birthday and what should I do for it. It has been so long since I've enjoyed a birthday and actually been happy...

My father being gone a few months now even though he treated me like shit. He was my last parent I miss my mama so much. I wish she would come to me in my dreams. I haven't had a dream about her in so long that it bothers me. I sat there looking around this big bedroom of mines how the front glass windows shine the sunlight just perfect through the curtains. My canopy draped ever so gracefully across my plush red and gold satin bed set. It was something I appreciate because after mama died my father stripped everything she ever gave me away. The way she put her own touch on things used to give my room a glow after she passed the room became dark and depressing. I sigh at the thought that she isn't around anymore I didn't even realize I was slightly crying. There was a knocked on my door. I tried to cover my face so whoever was coming wouldn't see me.

"Hey Jhene..." It was Carter he looked good...damn did I just say that?

"Um hey Carter...long time no see" I wiped my eyes

"Were you crying?" He walked over and stood in front of me his towering body I could feel the heat coming off of it

"What? No..." I was such a bad liar but I didn't care

"Jhene don't lie to me...what's wrong?" He bent down in front of me

"I was thinking about my parents...your so blessed to have yours yet mines isn't here to see me at all." I could tell my words were beginning to break up again as the tears rushed down my face

"Whoa whoa! Calm down before you have a panic attack" I felt his soft hands touch the sides of my arms and I felt those chills again

"Carter don't touch me...you have a girlfriend" I tell him which seem to change his expression in a instant

"What the hell? You think I'm still fooling around with Tanya? Tuh this is so typical of you" I was shocked he came at me like this

"Oh don't act like your so innocent now that is typical Carter...oh I'll never hurt you Jhene, it wasn't like that Jhene, we just had our clothes off but we chilled" I said in my best Carter voice

"Your still on that party?! Jhene I said I was sorry what more do you want from me?!" His face was showered with anger

"I want to know WHY?! Why did you pull me into believing maybe we even had a chance? Huh? Can you tell that bullshit? I'm so sick of you trying to treat me as if I'm one of these girls you can fuck and leave! I actually cared about you but you clearly don't feel the same way!" My voice was cracking so bad I couldn't hold the tears back

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