My Jiju's Cousin (Completed)

Lots of twists

Kavya's POV

"You and i were in love"

"Your sister was going to get married my brother"

"I have kissed you"

Words were not sinking, my brain was blocking any information.
I felt blank.

I looked at kanan, who was in tears.
I look at the time, its been an hour, since he started telling about my past life. In a blink of moment, all the equations changed suddenly.

I tried hard, very hard to recollect my memories, but i cpuld not even remember a bit of what i wanted to know.

I looked at him, trying to find those emotions, that he had for me.

I tried to remember all the conversation, and tried to make sense to whatever he said

~one hour ago~

"Kavya, we are not lying to you, nor hiding anything deliberately...its just that we cant tell you anything", vinnie tries hard to convince

"I dont care....i want to know", i scream while tears roll from my eyes.

"Okay kavya, ", kanan replies

He says something into vinnie's ears..vinnie thens leaves the hall.
Kanan, holds my hand and brings me to the sofa and tells me to sit.

As i sit, he brings coffee for me to drink, all these while millions of random thoughts run across my mind.

Kanan, hands me the coffee and sits next to me. He gently takes mh hand on his hand.

"Kavya, all started when two years ago you came to jaipur for you sisters wedding....i was your to-be-jiju's cousin. ", kanan speaks

"My sister?", i ask surprised

"Yes, nidhi didi...she was getting mRried to Aryan bhai, but then on their marriage night, you were drunk and thats the reason, aryan bhai's father called you a spoilt brat to which nidhi di called off the wedding", kanan speaks

"What....kanan...i was the reason for my sister's wedding to be....called off", i cry

Kanan hugs me tightly, while i cry as hard as i can. I was the reason of nidhi didi's marriage to be called off and i dont even remember about it.

As i hug kanan, his warmth entangles with coldness of my soul making me feel better with each passing time.

"What about you?", i ask him while he moves his head away

"Tell me!!", i need to know!", i ask while kanan still ignores me.

"Were met and i feel in love instantly....kavya, i loved you with every piece of heart and every piece of my soul", kanan speaks softly

"What?", i ask shocked still rewinding those lines he said in my head

"Yes....i even proposed you on terrace", he speaks struggling with his tears as a lump forms in his throat.

"Oh my god!..i am so mean!", i cry

"No you are not", kanan kisses my forehead...while i cry even more

"Tell me more", i ask

With this kanan, starts to tell everything from start and with minute details. An unresting discomfort rests on my chest listening to the memories i left behind.

He tells me about our sweet
Whatsapp messages, they are all sugar coated messages that lovers share. It looks like a senario just out of some movie.

I read them all, trying to figure out the emotions that i would have had at that time. But alas, i am unable to do so.

kanan, looks at me patiently, while read those messages, re-read them.

Suddenly, i look at kanan.

"How did i end this way and why?", i ask

"I dont know kavya, you along with your family left for Delhi. And then, vinnie told me, that day you went alone to that place.
When you didbt come back after 3 hours your family, tried to look for you, but they couldnt find you.
After 2 days, they got a call, that few localite find you in a terrible condition. They took you to hospital, and from your purse they found your diary which had your mother's number", kanan speaks

"Wait...wait...but...why did i go there?", i adk confused

"Some say you...tried to...umm...suicide", kanan speaks softly while his eyes glued to my face.

"No kanan!..i just cant kill myself!", i exclaim.

"Kavya, forget that", kanan speaks while i move my head side ways indicating a NO

"Kanan, i need to know why i went there and how i fell!..", i speak while kanan does not reply

"Well...ummm...", kanan fails to give a proper reply

"You think i tried suicide?", i ask

"What else, do you think...i will assume?", kanan replies rudely this time.

I move closer to kanan, while he looks at me surprised, i bring his hand to mine.

"Kanan, i cant suicide, i just know it. Will you help me find the true reason?", i ask while our eyes coincide, while thousands of emotions running in out, while his are clear, mine are still confused.

"Yeah, i will!", he smile, a smile so genuine, so pure, that just made me feel good.

Maybe its my past, or maybe my heart which still has emotions for kanan, when brain forgot, that made me hug kanan. As i hug him, i can feel his hand, engulfing me in his arms.

I then whisper, "good night" and start to go.

"Kavya!", suddenly kanan calls, i turn back to look at him, while he give out a innocent smile.

"Kya hua?", i ask, nor breaking the eye contact.

"Kuch nahi, bas yuh hi", he replies and turns away and leaves.

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