Unheard Echoes

✔ 52 "If You Only Knew"

There you go again

Avoiding me like you always do

If I did confess my real feelings,

Will you still be this cold?

What if I told you that you're still the one?

What if everything was the other way around?

What if you knew my side?

I just feel like screaming out loud

Like those old times,

I watch you from afar 

I know that you never notice

Even if I wish upon a star

If you only knew what I feel for you

I bet that you still wouldn't care

Pretending that I have changed

This sinking feeling, I try to bare

I now watch your life in pictures

Then read our previous messages

I would just bitterly smile 

And read our previous conversations

No one knows how it feels like

You will never understand me

I pray that I will find someone someday

Someone who'll accept me for me

You start to distance yourself from me

I feel like my heart is being stabbed

I like it better when you are by my side

I hope that my feelings will last

I promised myself that you'll forever be the one

I will not tell this to anyone

I rather hide my true feelings

And just watch you be happy with another

A masochist is what I really am

Would you blame me?

If you only knew what I really feel

I bet that we wouldn't be like this

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I made this poem for the both of us. It really hurt me seeing him walk away like nothing really happened. All I can do is watch him from afar and imagine what I wanted to happen. I know that some people cannot understand how I feel. ASDFGHJKL.. I'm still bitter. Pshh..