The lesbian virgin lessons ➢ (girlxgirl)

|| Special To Me ||

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Alice's POV
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I'm getting to close to her again, I've missed her so much, but she really hurt me. I forgot about her, I've been living my life freely with out her, if anything my life has gotten better. But there has always been a piece missing with out her in my life.

Should I kiss her?

My hands were on her soft cheeks, while her hands were gripping my shirt, our foreheads still connected.

Just staring into her blue oceans made me regret taking her here.

"I can't.." I breath and move back. She looks sad again, it's like I'm the only one who makes her feel that.

She wipes under her tears and there are tears running down.

"I'm sorry Sophie"

"It's fine, I'm use to being rejected"

"Im sorry okay? I missed you, but you fucked up. You should have listen when I told you to stop hanging out with that bitch, but I'm over you. And I don't need this, I'm leaving for college soon and I wanna be stress free before I go. I'm sorry, I'm gonna go I shouldn't even be here now" I tell her

"You never even let me explain when she texted me—"

"No, Carter told me what he saw too, I don't need your excuses"

"I love you Alice—"

"You love me..?" I say "If you love me, why did you do this, your with the person that ruined our relationship. I don't get you, I use to but she has changed you, I can't—" I get cut off by another voice

"What is she doing here?!" I look over, Paige.

"Go fuck yourself" I tell her

"I would but I have Sophie to fuck so if you don't mind.." Paige says with a smirk

"You think your funny don't you? You won't be laughing when I shove my fist up your—"

"GUYS STOP" Sophie cuts me off

I felt mad, I wanted to tell her how mad i am for choosing that thing to be with her.

"Sophie baby, let's go in" Paige said to Sophie, wow that hurt.

"Let me just say bye, okay?" She says calmly to Paige, she nods and walks inside.

"Sorry.." I say

"It's fine... So when are you going to college?" She asks

"Um, I think 2 weeks.. You?"

"I don't know, soon hopefully...." She pauses "I'll miss you"

"I'll miss you too" I look at her "This really isn't how I planned my last of high school to be, I planned having you by my side there for graduation, us going to the same college, and being happy with each other... No this." I say sadly

"Your making me feel bad.."

"Well how do you think I feel, Sophie?"

"I'm sorry" she cries

"Me too, I should've never started the lessons thing, this is all my fau—"

"Don't say that, I love you and I don't regret doing that stuff with you Alice. You were my first, and you will always, always be special to me no matter what. I've fallen in love with you, still am in love with you, crazy in love with you, but your pushing me away because I made a mistake. I wish we can go back to where we were instead of being in this position, baby trust me I wish I could go back" she cries

No words....

I walk closer up to her and look into her eyes, I could get lost in her blue orbs for days. I move my hand up and tangle my fingers into her hair and bring her close to me where our foreheads were touching again,

I feel a rush of everything, 2 months of waiting, 2 months too long.

I crash my lips on to hers and feel electricity rush through my body, I've missed this so much. Her lips feel so soft and move perfectly with mine. She's gorgeous, I've missed her so much. I want this again. I need her all over again.

I move back and smile, she has one to when I open my eyes and her eyes are still closed. I giggle. Cutie.

"You should go in" I tell her, she slightly frowns "....or come home with me" I smirk, she laughs.

"I like that plan better" she smiles...

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I'm low-key happy about this :)

What do you guys think, will this last, or not? :/

Brahh im watching "Cheetah Girls" it's pretty lit 😂

Comment something mean about Paige, I wanna put my fav mean thing about her in this book !! 😏😂