~Rae~
Taylor, and Kuza were flirting in front of me as I just shook my head as I got up I went over to dad who was sitting on the couch. “I thought you were hanging out with Kuza and Taylor?” “I would be if they would stop flirting with one another.” I laid my head on dad’s shoulder, “Well we get to see mum soon.” I smiled. “I know I’m freaking excited!!” he chuckled at me as Kuza came over and messed up my hair. I playfully glared at him as he laughed as he walked off the bus as Taylor went with him. “Figures.” I mumbled as I went to my bunk as I got in I shut my curtain as I put my headphones in and plugged them into my phone I put it on Pandora as ‘Blame It’ Of Mice & Men cover started playing as I softly sang with it as I snuggled deep into my blanket as I fell asleep. I woke to my dad yelling at someone I got up put my beanie on as I went out to see Leila; Dad looked at me as he said, “As much as I would love to get off the bus Leila!” he yelled as she looked at me. “This is all your fault.” I pointed to myself, “Yeah you!” “Has anyone said that my bite is worse than my bark?” she shook her head as I took a step towards her. “My bites worse when people wake me.” I said as she rolled her eyes.
“Get off the bus.” I said darkly, “My dad told you he would talk about it later…when he means later he means not on this tour.” I said as dad put his hand on my shoulder I looked at him as he kissed my head, “Let’s go talk.” Dad said as I nodded as we went to the bunk area. “I want you and Leila to get along.” I looked at him a little startled. “It would take me a life time just to do that.” I said as I pushed past him and push Leila out of my way as I went outside to see Kuza and Taylor making out as I sighed to myself I turned on ‘It’s Just Me’ by Escape the Fate as I started to walk away I put my hoodie on and put my hood up. I got to a park as I sat on a swing as I remembered what the voice said; “‘Everything he caused everything his girlfriend caused and you want to go back to him?’” I said softly as I looked at the sky as it started to rain. I just let the rain hit my face as I looked down I rolled up my sleeves looking at all the fresh cuts I had as I sighed. “Maybe I just should have let the shadow man take me.” I whispered as I felt someone’s hand on my shoulder. I jumped as I turned to see Kuza, “Jesus give me a heart attack.” I told him as he shook his head.
“you okay?” “peachy.” I said as he gave me that ‘I know your lying’ look, I shrugged as I heard ‘Live Fast, Die Beautiful’ by Escape The Fate blast through my head phones. Kuza sighed as he walked away as I shook my head as I started the song over again as I started to sing:
‘She flicks lit cigarettes,
burning holes in her clothes,
just like some fucked up version of Marylyn Monroe.
Did daddy not love you? Did mommy not care enough?
There’s a million stories most are untrue,
she’s says the name of my band is her next tattoo.
Live fast, die beautiful!
Turn and walk away I know all your games,
just give it up cause your time is over.
Threw it all away just to make a name,
girl your gettin nowhere,
tryin to use my fame!.
She’s got those Hollywood dreams,
but these streets are tough,
she is the queen of obscene,
everything is never enough.
God you disgust me, with your sad pathetic ways,
