The New Girl

{45} Candygram-less, opposites, and rants

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Tuesday.

I got two candygrams this morning.  One from Jake.  One from Eleanor.  And I gave probably ten out.  This basically explains my life since the football game.  I'm not quite sure how I can win lately.  I do one thing, everyone hates me.  I do the right thing, everyone hates me.  I do the wrong thing, everyone hates me.  

The only thing I'm happy with is Zayn.  He texts me every night.  Sits by me every day.  He's nothing compared to Niall but I don't think anyone is.  Plus I'm not ready for being in another relationship yet. Niall's not even in the picture.  You see, I'd talk to him.  I want to.  But he's doing an awful good job of avoiding me.  

"Open!" Zayn smiles.

I do as he says and he throws a piece of popcorn in.  I try to do it into his mouth, but miss by a ridiculous amount.  We both crack up.  I've been sitting with Zayn lately.  He's the only one who isn't pissed at me though.  I don't want to sit with people who are just going to yell at me.  Don't even get me started about my dorm.  Complete silence.  Never been that way with Chelle before and I hate it.  I thought she was going to accept the fact Zayn and I were hanging out.  I guess not.  

"Let's go somewhere." I say, since we both finished lunch.

"Cool, let's go." He nods and puts both of our trays back.  

We head off and I already feel Zayn's hand brush against mine.  I act like I didn't feel it.  Here?!  In school!?  No way I'm holding his hand, no offense.  He does it again though and I give him a look.  Zayn gives me a pouty face back and I giggle.  

We walk into the gallery of the school.  I remember Lou, Eleanor, and I did the wop in here.  What has Louis been up to lately?  I haven't seen him!  Zayn sits against the wall and I do the same.  Lots of other people are in here.  But not any of my friends.

"Babes, I can't stop thinking about our snog." He brings up casually.

I blush, "Oh really?"

"Yeah, like, I really want to again." He leans in.

"Not now!" I panick and push his head away.

He bursts out laughing.  Oh, he was just joking.  I laugh because of how embarrassing that was.  I literally just flipped.  Thank God he has enough common sense to not just kiss me here.  

"Now you're so red, babes." Zayn keep laughing and pulls my legs over his.  

"Zayn..." I rolled my eyes.  He's getting a kick out of this.  

He pecks my cheek and I quickly look around and hope no one saw that.  I could feel myself blushing again.  I really would be fine with him kissing my cheek.  I just don't want anymore stuff going around.  People know we snogged.  Since his group of friends saw it and they spread everything.