He Left Me...

Part 13

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13

Jacob:

I slammed my fist against the rock and felt the searing pain of my bones breaking. They healed in a matter of minutes; I needed the pain to remember I was really here; here in my own personal hell. 

I had left the clearwaters after my blow-up with Leah. Harry had always been a good guy but his daughter had been hurt and he wasn't ok with that. After the Res' doc had looked me over and to no-one's suprise found me completely healed I had dragged my butt back here to the empty cabin.

It was a slap in the face to hear the silence that brought me home.

I missed the sound of Bella's horrific singing abilities as she sang along to a song on the radio; a meal in the oven, her wild dark hair held up by a scrunchie as the damp heat filled the room with La Push summer. How I missed and hated her.

The feelings I felt were confusing, I had no-one else to pin the hurt on. Was it so wrong to hate the person who stole your heart?

No, I didn't hate her; I was sure of that, but then I would picture the business-like look on her face as she handed me back the ring. I had worked for months to get that ring; doing odd crappy jobs on the side for a goddam piece of glittering rock. 

I felt the anger pulse through me and I drew back my hand to punch the cliffside again, any pain was better then the one she left me with.

I had moved outisde and started climbing the cliff earlier; I couldn't stay in the cabin for more than five minutes, in my anger I had shoved all of her stuff in the closet; the wood stretched and groaned making a creaking sound as I forced it shut. I had tried not to think of how empty the cabin looked. I hadn't realised the emptiness was the reflection of my heart's current state.

The sea-air pulled at my clothes as I neared the top; a storm was coming, the afternoon's earlier sunshine exstinguished like a flame in the wind. 

I felt all of my pent up anger and energy flow through my muscles as I attacked the cliffside, I wasn't wearing a rope, if I fell I would possibly break every bone in my body. In a sick way I was hoping for that. At least then the physical pain would shadow the throbbing, pain in my soul. 

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Bella:

I stared at the large grey wolf and sighed.

"Paul, please I need to speak to him."

The wolf snarled.

I looked pointedly at Edward for him to translate.

"He won't betray Jacob like that."

I walked forward an inch, imeditley a pale hand shot out in front of me. 

"He's angry Bella- please don't."

I shook my head and gently removed his arm from my way; I had been around Paul for a long time now, he was my friend. I placed a hand on his muzzle and leaned against him. He flinched before relaxing under my touch.