[WARNING CONTAINS VERY INTENSE SCENES READ AT OWN RISK!]
The car ride home was silent except for the radio playing. After a few sappy love songs the song 'Rodger Rabbit' by Sleeping With Sirens comes on and considering how much I love this song I decide 'why not sing along' so I start so sing along with the song.
"Is there a right way for how this goes
You've got your friends
And you've got your foes
They want a piece of something hot
Forget your name like they forgot
Ain't that something
Some wanna see you crash and burn
And criticize your every word
I'm trying to keep from goin insane
Ain't that the way of the whole damn thing
Trying to be something, more
Nobody's going to love you if,
You can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
No, it's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
So when you have today
You should say all that you have to say
Say all that you have to say
Is there a right way for being strong
Feels like I'm doing things all wrong
Still I'm here just holdin' on
Confess my heart and forgive my wrongs
Just trying to show you something
More
Nobody's gonna love you if
you can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
No it's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
and its time for you to walk away
So when you have today
You should say all that you have to say
Don't point the blame when you can't find nothing
Look to yourself and you might find something
It's time that we sorted out
All of the things that we complain about
So listen close to the sound of your soul
Take back a life we lived once before
If it ain't you then who
If it ain't you then who is gonna love you
Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
No it's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
So when you have today
You should say all that you have to say
So when you have today
You should say all that you have to say"
(You should search this song up its really good)
By the time I was done everyone
beside the driver was staring at me with their mouth's wide open. "Look I know I was terrible but you guys and twos girls don't have to rub it in my face," I say and watch as the girls close their mouths while the boys just start looking at their phones there mouths also no longer open. "Rachel babe, you aren't terrible your really good" Zayn said. I cringed when he said 'Rachel babe' considering it just brought back more memories.
*Flashback*
"Slut where the fuck are you!" My drunk dad yelled. I was around nine now and was getting used to the beatings and burning and cutting. I did a dumb thing and decided not to reply considering I could hear the anger in his voice and knew he was going to take it out on me. I was currently hiding in the closet finishing up a journal entry. I quickly closed the book and hid it since I could hear my dads footsteps getting closer. I saw my closet door swing open and my dad break the door so I couldn't hide there anymore. "Rachel babe, why the hell didn't you answer me?" My dad asks in a sickly sweet and sarcastic voice. I still give no reply. "Motherfucking bitch!" My dad yelled at me and pulled me out the closet. He pulled me up by my neck and threw me onto some sort of springy mattress with arm and leg handcuffs. Before I got the chance to move he handcuffed me to the weird mattress. He then took a knife and sliced my sides ripping my clothes and making cuts into my side. He ripped off the cut clothes and threw them somewhere in the room. He then started pulling his pants down. When he was done pulling his pants down he entered his 'no-no zone' into my 'no-no zone' and pushed it hurt,a lot. He started pushing in and out really fast until I felt something shoot up my 'no-no zone' "Rachel babe, your a fucking slut who just got raped your a bitch who's worthless and hopeless no one will love you they will always break your heart so get damn ready to deserve to be hurt," and after those words he walked away. That was one of the worst days I ever had with him it was the first time he ever raped me.
*End of Flashback*
I was so caught up in this flashback that I was shaking tears where flowing like a water fall and everyone of the boys tried to calm me down but couldn't. That's when Perrie grabbed me "STOP PUT ME DOWN PLEASE PUT ME DOWN STOP PLEASE!" I stared screaming but when she put me in her lap I just cried in to her chest.
[A/N] Did you guys cry while reading this chapter cause I did. Sorry if it's short I'm laying in my bed and its like one in the morning so I'm using a iPod sorry bye
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Adopted By One Direction
FanfictionRachel. The 13 year old orphan with a story to tell but she doesn't tell anyone the story. But when she gets adopted by one direction will she be forced to tell her story or will she continue keeping all the years of pain to herself?
