I wake to the smell of what seems like the smell of hospital room.
Wait, I'm awake. This means I've failed so what's gonna happen now?
I don't wanna end up in the loony bin. No way in hell am i going to go through all that crap.
It's not too late. I HAVE TO DIE. I HAVE TO.
My heart rate must've gone up because the machine started beeping like crazy and the nurses stormed in.
I was told to calm down, so i did. Not because i cared or anything but I need to make them believe that i was okay. Ripley came in as the nurses went out. She's so beautiful, i love everything about her. I love the way her hair falls and the way she bites her lips.
That's why i have to do it fast. I can't let anything stop me, I have to die. I have to.
