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I don't know which hurts more. The fact that Ripley tried to kill herself or the fact that she doesn't remember me. I know we're not that close but she doesn't remember me, at all. She also didn't remember Josh dying. She basically relived Josh's death, she just didn't know it. I hope she never remembers what happened. Even if it meant that she wouldn't remember me.

I build up the courage to finally see Ripley again and she smiles at me. It's a huge improvement from hearing her cry herself to sleep  for the past two nights.

"Rip, I know that you don't remember me but that's okay. We can start fresh. I mean, if you want to that is."

"Yea, sure." She smiles again. She smiles through the pain because she knows, even though she's breaking inside, everyone's watching.

It must have been hard to suddenly hear that the love of you life is dead without remembering how it happened and where you were when it had happened.

How does that feel like? I would crumple and let myself waste away if i was in her shoes. She's in so much pain and after her memory comes back, she's gonna be in even more pain that she could ever imagine. I hope she never regains back the memories.





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