unspoken. | cth ✔ [EDITING]

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"Are you okay?"

No one knows yet. Or maybe no one would know at all. He's never been okay in a very long time. He doesn't even know why. He just feels like ... shit and doesn't know how to be happy.

He just nodded, while Haley took a seat next to him. Great. Now she's worrying about him. His guilt was drowning him. He didn't want anyone to be worry. He's fine, for now. He's okay on his own. He can fix this alone.

Hopefully.

"I'm fine," he said. Haley looked up at him. His face didn't show any emotion. Not at all.

It confused Haley even more.

"Really?" She asked. "You haven't speak much ... I'm just ... I hope you're okay. Is something bothering you right now?"

A lot. He wanted to scream out. His fear, his depression, his guilt and his pain. He wanted to get it off his chest but he also didn't want anyone to know.

"Don't worry about me," he turned to her and smiled, kissing his forehead.

Gosh, he never know forcing a smile takes a lot of energy.

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