The School Biggest Player says I am His Mate......... As If!!!!

Chapter 12: Feelings?

Chapter 12: Feelings?

 Scarlet's POV

             I was sitting next to Carter and man...... I am feeling nervous when I am around Connor but I try to hide my nerves from him.  Even though I was away from him for a month I thought my nerves went away when I was with Connor but I guess I am wrong.

       Hey Connor are you okay? I asked him after he was so stiff and silient

    Yah I fine. He says then we both looked down on the desk to see we are both holding onto each other hands.

     I turned away and looked down hiding a blush. I hate it when Connor sees me blush then he comments on me on " how cute or beautiful it is" I don't want to hear that. If he says that my heart skips a beat or my cheeks start turning red.

       Honestly I had a crush on Connor when we were small. Like he was my first crush, but I didn't tell anyone not even Stefan because I thought I still think he will reject me. So I keep my feelings to myself.  Not wanting Connor to find out I still like him.

      I still have a crush but you know I always think Connor is out of my league so I don't even try but at some moments spending time with him like now holding hands and blushing my feeling get to me...... wait did I  just say feelings?

    I don't have feelings for Connor do I? Then i thought about it....... me blushing when I touch his hands, my heart racing when he is around,  plus somehow ( not anymore but USE too) I always find myself staring at him . Honestly I told him I was day dreaming.

  O god...... I think I do have feelings for Carter and Connor. Wait when did Carter come into my mind. Well he has been on my mind since I met him and everything. When i touched him I felt an eletric shot go through my body. Plus he always manages me a smile on my face with his stutter which I think is cute..... cute? God I do have feelings for both boys....... 

 Can't let Stefan know because then he will take Connor away more like scare him away and I don't want Connor to leave because who else is there for me when Stefan is being a pain in the ass. Then beat up Carter if he found out I liked the dude back.... just keep your moth shut Scarlet.  

   All of the sudden I hear a snapping sound. I jumped to see Connor leaning over to me saying " Time to go Letty." quickly I jumped up hitting my head against Connor's head and man did that hurt. I was aching. " OWW!" we both said together rubbing our hands on our heads

     You guys try stop making out. Stefan says laughing

   Connor and I both looked at Stefan and gave him an evil glare and walk away from him together. I was still rubbing my head when Connor looks around and pulls me into the boy's bathroom. I looked at him and said " Why are we in the boy's restroom?" then my head started pounding

      To put some cold water on your head. Come here. He says getting a towel and wetting it with cold water giving it to me

 I put it on my head and somehow it started to feel good against my bump on my forehead. Connor did the same for himself and he says "You and I were the ones who got hurt while your brother always had a good laugh."

   I know right. So not fair. I said  walking over to the trash can to throw away the wet towel

    As I slid back like I was skating on ice I slipped on the floor making me go arm first to the tile flooring . Connor rushed toward me and as he was checking my arm out it didn't hurt till he got to my wrist. I tried to move my right wrist and it was painful. Man did I break my wrist.... is that even possible.