I Hate Everything I Love About You (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 3: The Tension

I just stared at her as she continued to speak. I couldn't help but trail off to thoughts of David. All I though about was taking car of him. Which in my case wouldn't be so bad considering I was his bestfriend. I had kissed him but I might as well shrug it off. 

"Johnny...I'm sorry. I don't want to break up with you. Its just what I was told..."

I stared at her with hate. "You shouldn't believe everything you were told."

She started to cry so I took her in my arms. "I'm sorry Adrianna. Look something happened with David and I sort of need to take care of him."

She looked at me worryingly then walked over to her car and drove off. I walked back towards David and Kaydence. David was still somewhat in shock. Kaydence just sat there holding him. Why was David even talking to Ralph? Why was Ralph even here? I couldn't help but feel rage come over me. I looked straight at him. 

"Why were you even with Ralph?"  

"Joh-"

"I don't wanna hear it. Why. Were. You. With. Him."

He just looked down and started to tell me the whole story of what had happened this morning. Everything from Ralph adding him to the picture he had sent him. I sat next to him but I was still mad.

"You didn't answer my question." I said coldly. I didn't want to be mean to him. I know that he just went through alot but I couldn't help it.

"Johnny, I'm sorry. I didn't believe it so I had to hear it for myself."

I just looked at him in anger and walked away. I couldn't look at him. I couldn't admit to my stupid past or that I was even like that. I knew this much that I liked him and I didn't just wanna leave him there but I couldn't face what I've been trying to hide. I'm ashamed of being this way and what if my bestfriend stopped being my friend because of this? I probably already lost him....only because my ex tried to rape him.

I opened my door, got in my truck, and drove away.

~David's Point Of View~

I watched him drive away. Tears were drenching my shirt and I just looked up at Kaydence who was fuming. "Can I say the night?" She nodded and walked over to her car. I swear everyone had a car these days but because I didn't have a full license I couldn't drive everyday.  Not to mention Johnny was the one who drove me to school this morning. 

"You know he's just a douche who can't admit to himself that he's gay and wants your fine ass body."

I looked up at her and busted out laughing. She had been going on about this for about an hour now and I found myself feeling somewhat calmed at the whole situation. 

"Kaydence don't be mad at him. Besides he's not like that. He just cares for me okay. He's my bestfriend, bestfriends do that."

"Yeah, bestfriends also kiss you, hold you close to then, and storm off when he finds out you've been hanging out with his ex boyfriend. Totally bestfriend material."

I just glared at her but I couldn't help thinking to myself, why did he kiss me? Why did he even get mad.... If it wasn't true then why did it even matter.

Me and him had been texting when he left about 30 minutes after Kaydence took me to her house. He tried to convince me it wasn't true and told me I shouldn't believe rumors and thats why were bestfriends. I decided to let it go. I couldn't be that big of a deal and he was scared I could tell.

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For the next few days at school me and him didn't meet up. We didn't talk to eachother. He didn't even sit at our table. He sat at Adrian's. I felt so bad. Like I did something wrong... My bestfriend hadn't even texted me after everything. People started to talk about everything considering Ralph had told everyone. I had a feeling Johnny only blamed me. Only me.