Just If You Dare.

Chapter 58

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Harry's POV

She wasn't lying when she said she will get high off chocolate. She alone, ate more than 12 bars on the row. If that was her way of grief, I didn't mind it.

After all, all I wanted from her, was my pride back. I still remember the words people shot at me when she and Niall started going out.

Is that the end of you? Niall taking a girl from under your feet? Pathetic man.

And I, am not pathetic and never will be.

She slowly started trusting me. She opened up to me when we were watching a movie. She sat at the very end of the couch and I sat on the other end.

"You liking the movie so far?" She said.

"Yeah, sounds funny" I tugged on the blanket she threw on us. I felt sleepy, but knew I could never sleep. I haven't slept in days, what will make me sleep here?

"Yeah". She looked at me for a while longer than necessary.

"You're staring" I pointed, smirking.

"I am not" she looked away, embarrassed.

"I don't mind" I caught her eye. She smiled and continued watching the movie.

My mind was too buzzed to concentrate on a movie. I would always find myself drifting with horrible thoughts.

Blood.

Poison.

Guns.

Cries.

Death.

I cringed at the imagines in my mind and tried focusing more on the television.

"That's my favorite part" Carrie blurted.

I felt my vision go blurry, like blood was covering my eyes.

I felt uncomfortable. So uncomfortable. Have you ever felt so disturbed that you wanted to rip your skin out.

I shook my head slightly to clear the idea out of my mind.

"Are you okay?" Carrie caught my discomfort.

"Yeah, I think I got something in my eye".

"Let me see" she crawled near me.

Her face was only mere centimeters from mine.

"Look up" she instructed and caught my chin between her fingers to look in my eyes.

"Yeah, it's a hair. Here, all gone" she removed it.

"Thanks" I muttered breathless. She looked in my eyes for a moment until her eyes trail to my lips.

I knew she was falling for me. I knew this might be the moment. And was confirmed when I kissed her and she kissed me back.

Her lips were delicate and needy.

"No, that's wrong" she pushed me away.

"Why?" I asked.

"You're Niall's best friend, and we are both not thinking straight" she say back in her place.

"Yeah? But he cheated on you and accused you of cheating? He left you when you needed him and because he was with Eleanor, fucking her raw" I didn't know how harsh I sounded until I took in her expression.

"I am sor-" I wanted to apologize but was cut off by her saying

"How do you know that?" In a surprised tone.