1. I am tired of being alive
2. Nothing gets better
3. I cant be helped
4. I am a waste of time and space
5. I dont have a future
6. Nothing to look forward to
7. Everyone I love eventually leaves me
8. Everything would be better if I was gone
9. One less person for my father to bear the burden of
10. I dont have any friends
11. My mum never loved me
12. Too much suffering
13. Sick and tired of living
14. Sick and tired of people