help. im dying. screaming. crying. constantly tired. even when ive been sleeping the whole day. and when im awake i just feel the same kind of tired. i cant think anymore. i dont know what i want. is it to be alive or to be dead. i cant do this anymore. ive got to get out. i want to stop talking to everyone. i want to lay in my bed the whole day. i just cant seem to get out of bed. im so fucking exhausted of my own existence. im just currently drowning. ive already stopped talking to everyone because i figure that people probably got tired of my constant bickerings. less than 2 weeks to go and i'm going to finally do it. no letter, no warning, no goodbyes, just like that, i'd be gone. and everyones gonna wonder what my thoughts were when i had my head put through the noose.
