My Dearest Enemy

41. Maira

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He is ignoring me and I'm doing the same thing. I'm also ignoring him. I can't face him. He saw me naked. No man in my life has seen me naked except for my husband. Whatever happened, it happened with my permission still i feel shy and awkward at the same time. I know we are in the same home but still i feel alone, incomplete. I know i have feelings for him, i like him but today I'm feeling different like I couldn't live if i don't see him. It feel like I'm lonely. I've seen him last night but it feels like eternity. I want to talk to him. I want to hug him, kiss him and sort out everything between us but I'm nervous and confused at the same time.

Does he regret doing that? Does he enjoyed touching me? Shit, what the hell I'm thinking?. My mind is full of shit right now. I'm not at all thinking straight. I don't know whom to talk, what to do.

"Hey, you awake?" I heard Annika's voice.

"Yeah" i said.

"You okay?" She asked.

Not at all. I'm confused.

"Hmm" i said.

"Maira, did something happened between you and bhai? Did you guys fought again?" She asked.

No. We were horny yesterday.

"Nope. Nothing happened" i lied.

Annika looked at me with suspicious expression and sat next to me on bed.

"Maira, i know you are lying, so are you telling me or should i go to bhai and asked him what happened between you too?" She said.

Shit, I don't want that. I closed my eyes and took deep breath to calm down myself.

"We didn't fought but you know something happened between us" i said.

"That i know maira, just spill what happened" she asked.

"We.... You know... O my god this is so embarassing" i said and covered my face with my hands.

"Maira, it's okay if you don't want to tell but still please tell me" she said.

"We did something" i finally said.

"And what's that something" she asked with raised eyebrows.

She looked at me and her gaze meet mine. Realisation filled her as she saw me like this.

"O my God! Are you serious? You had sex with my brother. Eww" she said.

Shit. She thinks we had sex. No we didn't but i was too horny yesterday, we could have ended doing that.

"No no. We didn't had sex anni but we did something,, um, i mean he did something" i said and looked away.

Fuck this is so embarassing. She looked at me with her raised eyebrows.

"Why are you behaving like someone saw you naked?" She said and i looked at her with expression that says yes you're right.

Horror took place on her face. She stood up from the bed and opened her mouth.

"No way" she said and i didn't said a single word.

"O my god. Maira, bhai saw you naked and you guys did... Holy shit that's why i didn't saw you too in the party" she said and stood in front of me like statue.

"What should i do now anni" i asked.

"You guys finally turning into lovers. God, i can't believe my scenes from enemies to lover book are becoming true" she said with so much excitement.

The word lover stuck in my mind. Are we really turning into lovers? Do i love him? I don't know the answer to this question. I am attracted to him, i like him but loving him is still mystery for me. Am i capable of loving him?