State of Mind(HIATUS.4.S2)

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Marcy's POV:

Game after game. They won more than me but I managed to win a few rounds, their image looked worn and I could tell by the way they supported themself and the mood

They were irritated and mad, quiet and mostly glaring, muttering under their breath in a code

They kept nagging at me for who I was and how I used to think, Plus show up randomly in the room and tell me how horribly Darcy is failing and how my friend thinks I'm dead, that my Girlfriend is giving up on me and that my other friend, who I'm guessing is Anne, decided that she's done with me

I know it's all a lie.

I just let them believe I think it.

Even if they are in my mind doesn't mean they know what I think.

Well after a few game they left me alone and my reliving memories started again

This is when I left. This is when I was finally 18 and confronted my parents about leaving and they flipped out on me

My Mother's husband always thought physical treatment was a good way to punish me so I got a good smack and was grabbed my the face then he yelled at me

I had my friends there waiting and Amity and Luz there to help in case it got physical, which I knew it would

They came in along with Hunter and got him off of me, Amity and Luz blocked him from me and Hunter grabbed his hand and twisted it glaring at him and was head to head with him

Mother cried and yelled, being the narcissist she is she gaslighted me and yelled nonsense

“I miss the old you, I miss the little girl you used to be, it's like she was replaced by a mean, nasty, spoiled version, what happened to you???”

(I wrote this after personal experiences and feelings, please be respectful towards some scenes :p )

(⚠️This may be unsuitable for some readers so viewers discretion is advised⚠️)
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“Pffft- what happened to her?? Well hm, she drowned, In the bathtub to be exact. Then it was the girl after her but she suffocated with a plastic bag over her head. Then old me pffft- jeez was she pathetic... She was ashamed of what I did to her, kept nagging at me for the scars and winced when I burned her, she always was scared and didn’t know how to survive so I did what I knew would get her to become strong. I locked her up somewhere but I just don’t remember where exactly haha. I came after all of them but im no better, look at me, I’m supposed to only be a year old but yet I look ragged and poor. I was the one who kept everything together. They were pathetic for giving up so easily. Tho dealing with you is never easy, the one that’s locked up is starving but hey, it’ll teach her to be strong, I. Am the one who stands here. In their place. I’ve learned and became stronger than they ever could so why don't you fucking try me, I dare you.”
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(Ok you're safe......not from the angst, just my trauma :D)

Her husband lunged at me again and Amity punched him square in the face, Hunter tackled him and twisted his arm behind his back

Not for long tho because I just left out the door, He got up with a broken nose and a strained shoulder

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I switch in between memories.

I even relive ones I don't even remember and don't think are real.

This one tho.

This is definitely real.