State of Mind(HIATUS.4.S2)

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Sasha's POV:

I had forgotten for a brief moment what tiredness felt like, i slept soundly last night actually and didn't have nightmares, i had also forgotten what i was thinking last night but abruptly it came back to me

Could Marcy really be talking to the core? It really is back and wasn't me and Anne's Imagination... But why? Why is she so fine with living with that Lunatic?

Its not my place to judge her and out of professionalism i shouldn't discard her reasons and say horrible things without figuring out her situation, but it troubles me how long she expects to keep this a secret and how- or if, i should tell her that i know

Her mood and demeanor changes when her eyes flash orange, it doesn't do that anytime else besides when Marcy is playing on stage or that one time before her condition started to deplete, Is that the reason why she's unwell? Is it the Core who is making her sick??

I dont know how i feel, i want to believe that Marcy knows what she'd doing, both as a friend and a professional, as well as giving her more credit because of my little heart's desire but still...I know Anne isn't going to do as well as i hope she would do hearing about this...

Should i tell Anne??...

I dont think...that'd be...best, Its not like i DONT want to tell her, but maybe i should figure some more out before i talk to her, for Marcy's and my sake, I dont know what is going to happen but i have hope it'll get better

"-asha? Heyyy Sasha! Dumbass!"

I heard them yellling my name but i couldnt stop thinking, it was question and conclusion but mor questions going on in my head. I then felt someone poke my cheek but heard Marcy whisper in my ear

"Hey Sash...You're hot, Wanna make out?"

I instantly came back to realty and blushed, my stomach tightened and i just stared at Marcy eyes Wide, We were back at Marcy's Place and they both just laughed, My heart rate accelerated from 100 to 170 real quick

"WhaT.?"

I could only mutter a "what" and Marcy was all red too and but still on the floor and fell off the couch laughing alongside of Anne, those dummy's pfft, what am i going to do with them

"Hey- Hey you werent answering- HAha! So, I Had to do SOmTHiNG and i knew you'd respond to that! HA!"

Marcy took deep breathes in between but couldnt stop laughing to form a full sentence

"I- I mean you could- i...Uh...How-....."

"OH NO I THINK YOU BROKE HER MARBLES- HAHAHA!"

The two Idiots didnt stop laughing till about 30 minutes later and finally calmed down, i threw pillows at then and wrapped Marcy with the blanket and pushed her to the couch, i acted as if i was playing but then whispered back to her in revenge

"Maybe I'll just take you up on that Offer later, When there isnt an extra pair of eyes and camera around"

Im sure that had an effect on her cause she stopped squirming and tensed up, i saw her face and it was red with a grin on it but she hid her face

"Awww Come on Marmar look at me! Anne she's not cooperating, Hey, Hey look at me lemme see your pretty little face. Pleaaase?"

She sunk more and more into the blanket trying to hide so i just laughed it off and layed ontop of her

"so what was it yall were talking about?"

"Oh uh- nothing, i was just having a conversation Marcy and you looked as if you were frozen in place so we were just wondering of you heard any of it"