State of Mind(HIATUS.4.S2)

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Sasha's POV:

Marcy sat across from me crisscrossed with a tired wondering face

"Uh well....That...um, that- well earlier, in the kitchen before you left to the restroom...you uh..."

"Kissed you?"

"Yeah, well um,....What did you mean by doing that?- like what...how do you feel about me?"

She thought for a moment but then smirked huffing looking down, she didnt move her head but she looked at me with her eyes giving her a more devious look, she raied her head not changing expression and stared into my soul

"Well i- I mean i would like to think there were....true feelings behind the kisses and hugs, the hand holding you know? but it all could just be my wishful thinking, i dont want to miss a relationship with you by not talking about it but i also dont want to ruin our friendship either by making it weird and awkward"

She tilted her head a lil to the side examining me, she started moving towards me and slid me hand on my left knee and her face was close to mine, her other hand lift my chin to meet her gaze cause she was above me

"Are you saying you have feelings for me Waybright?"

"Uh- yeah.. I- i thought thats what i just said?"

"Then say it."

"Huh?"

"Say that you like me, dont beat around the bush"

"uh-..I like you-....I love you Marcy Wu...I always have, ever since middle school i just never had the courage to confess, i was way too prideful to admit it but im doing it now, Marcy i love you....alot"

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Marcy's POV:

My eyes stayed locked but my heart pounded, those word made me all weird and nice feeling, i felt at ease and delighted hearing those words...she loves me

"Marcy i have to ask....do you feel the same? cause if not then I would like you to take your hand off of my knee and stop playing with my feelings"

She looked serious but sad, her words were stern but her expression dreaded the answer, i examined her expression and gave her a soft smile and cupped her cheek

"If i kissed you now, would that confirm that i have feelings for you too? or would i need to write you letters of how i feel about you? i absolutely will, i would describe how much you inspire me making me want to hug you every time i see you, i feel safe with you and you've always protected me, i even ruined your life and your body but yet you still have feelings for me and care for me, i could never describe in full detail how much i love and adore you, i never knew how i felt or what it was i was feeling till recently so please forgive me for being so dense..."

"Marcy"

She looked Solem but sad at the same time, there was a pause and i just realized what i confessed, i just confessed my feelings for her without even knowing it but luckily she feels the same i dont know where this side of me popped in from but im glad I've found it

"......Letters sounds awesome...but i'll take the kiss for now"

She smiled and i huffed slightly laughing as she softly chuckled, i didnt wait for her to stop i just went for it, i didnt know what i was doing with my body but it acted on its own collecting everything its been craving at this moment

There was a pause after and we just looked at each other in the eyes, i still cupped her cheek and she had a hand wrapped around my waist, she then smirked and looked at me