State of Mind(HIATUS.4.S2)

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Anne's POV:

What.....

I- I don't know what I'm feeling it's....

I was right- I...I actually was stupid freaking right......

Why am I calm?

Why don't I feel any anger? Any rage that's built up in me?? Why am I not mad??

Im quite ...ok? Dealing with this? I never have had expected what I heard besides that the Core was actually still active but wow....

She's been dealing with all of this alone till she told Sasha? What in the world.

She's been doing a good job hiding it cause I didn't even notice, I mean I could tell she seemed extra tired but I just guessed that it was cause of her work

I know she stays up a lot and work on her comic, Skipping out on sleep and meals so me and Sasha make sure she ate and stuff but I wouldn't have guessed that she were having these episodes

I'm unsettled.

I'm disturbed with that fact.

Not with Marcy. With her condition. With the fact that the Core has been in her head for 8 years and how much she's gone through

Im unsure how I feel about the core, this is still very fresh information and I'm processing it quite quickly

I should have aLOt of conflict with the idea of the core being alive, with the fact that it's evil, all it has done to us, the citizens of LA and all of Amphibia....I don't know how I feel...

"That's pretty much all I know from what she's told me, I don't know if she's hiding anything else...."

I leaned back into the couch and had my head set on the window and breathed

"Anne....I know that you're trouble with Darcy here, trust me I'm still processing it myself, But with what Marcy has told me then ....To be honest I'm grateful towards them, enough to Call them Darcy at least"

"Yeah..."

"Are you mad? I understand that you'd feel that way, at first I myself was angry but it was all too sudden I didn't know what I felt"

"I'm not mad I just....what you Said..."

She hugged me and just rubbed my eyes. I got shivers thinking if them, The core I mean. I don't hate them right now I just....I got jitters knowing the information

They nearly destroyed Amphibia and...I- I died. It killed me.

This new body that I obtain- the powers. I nearly forgotten about the promise and debt I have to the Domino looking calamity stone god

I have yet to know what to do with it and how to control them, even turn them on at least but I don't know if I want to right now

"*Sighhh* ok....so...well, What do we do now? Will Marcy be ok sleeping like that??"

Sasha brushed her hair back and leaned on my shoulder sighing as well

"I don't know, I'm sure she needs it tho with all the stress her body has been under and how little she sleeps lately"

"Well-"

I was about to say that we needed to get Marcy out of the dress but right then and there the door of her room opened and out walked Marcy in a Strap shirt and shorts

"Hey Marcy what-"

I stopped talking as once as I saw her eyes. They were orange and red with yellow. My heart sank but not as it would be if I didn't know anything