State of Mind(HIATUS.4.S2)

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Marcy's POV:

Wow....this place actually looks like an actual home, I really like the color I chose and the fact that it's finally finished

I have the rest of my furniture, beds and stuff, supplies for the bathroom, bedroom, kitchen, basic home appliances

I have food in my fridge and I got a table and stuff, a TV and other stuff, I'm glad I'm done...

Last time when I moved I had to do it myself, alone and do it on my own besides the dummy in my head

But this time I had Anne and Sasha...My friends. Yeah. My friends.

"Did it ever occur to you, Anne, Sasha... that one of you might've gotten y'all stranded in Amphibia....on purpose"

"But look at how much fun we've had, look at how much you've grown! Look at sprig! I gave you this- I gave you Everything!"

"Now look at what you made me do..."

"I'm sorry...for everything."

I can't breathe. What's happening. What's happening. What's happening. Why does my chest hurt. Augh it burns!

I heaved for air and sat on the couch, my body burned up and I was super dizzy, I took off my shirt and tried to cool down then ran to the freezer and sat Infront of it

It didn't help after 5 minutes I only became cross eyed and felt super heavy

'Hey hey hey Marcy. Marcy listen to me. Breathe ok? You need to cool down ok? Go to the shower and turn on the cold water. Cold.'

I tried my best to get to the shower but bumped into things along the way, stumbling to the closet one I turned on the water and jump sat down leaning on the wall

'Ok take deep breathes. Your heart rate is over than it's supposed to be by 60 so you need to calm down, the voices. I know you won't like this but you have to face them. Do all you can to make them go away.'

"What's wrong Mar Mar? You look sick, is it cause of the beetle juice? Oh I'm sorry I mean, I would've gave you human drinks but you know. We're stuck in amphibia"

"Augh this is Your fault! You got us stuck here and now we're going to die here away from our family because of YOU."

"Why are you here?? We were better off if you didn't come back, go back to amphibia and stay out of our lives. Better yet go have Andreas kill you again so you'd be gone for good."

"GO AWAY! GO AWAY GO AWAY! LEAVE ME ALONE SHUT UP!? FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU TO HELL, PISS OF ASSHOLE JUST SHUT UP!"

I shivered even tho I felt as if I was in a sona, like a very heavy summer cold but 100 times worse

The voices were all yelling at once saying my name and insults but I kept telling, all at once they stopped. I breathed heavily slowly looking up and uncovered my ears

I saw two shadowy figures in the glass door way, shapes of young teens, bloodied and bruised and tired, sunken eye lids with black rings around their eyes, scars all over them and blood covering their body with dirt and mud

"You killed us Marcy."

They both bent down and I could see their faces, it was like i was in a horror movie being hunted by zombies

"No...no I saved you."

'MARCY! CAN YOU HEAR ME. MARCY STAY WITH ME YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS IS TAKING OVER AND YOUR EMOTIONS WILL FLOOD. STOP IT AT ONCE. STOP THEM. MARCY!'