Cod Oneshots

Argument-(3158)

You and Ghost are having a heated argument while eating dinner with the rest of the team.. they are already used to you two fighting all the time, since both of you are hot headed, so they don't really listen anymore

"I just don't understand how someone can be such a fuckin bloody wanker!" Ghost hissed at you annoyed

"Yeah- at least I don't cut myself" You mumble but instantly look shocked about your own words.. the other guys raise their heads and look at Ghost in disbelief.

"fuck im sorry i didnt mean-"

Ghost stays silent with wide eyes and everyone around you holds their breath.. The silence is deafening
You look at them and realize you crossed the line, everyone stares at you, waiting for a reaction

Ghost is shaking visibly but you can't tell if he's angry or about to tear up

"Get out of here guys" i say ushering them out.

The guys leave and you are left alone with Ghost

"How could you!?" Ghost says with an unsteady voice, trying to contain his emotion

"im sorry its just-" i sighed "Your so infuriating and it pisses me off you just need to shut the fuck up sometimes ghost really i know my words may hurt but so do yours!"

Ghost glares at you, tears welling in his eyes and his chest heaving.. he clenches and unclenches his fists, anger and hurt written all over his face

"Well, the least I do is keep the thoughts to myself!... you never think for two seconds about how you're hurting people and that's the worst part. You.Dont.Think!" He says with a shaky voice.. he is clearly hurt

i sighed cracking my neck "look yeah ghost i dont usually-" i sigh "im sorry i didnt think and i need to go over my shit again"

He glares at you silently.. not trusting your words you speak, but still holding back a few tears.. his breathing is fast and shallow and he tries to gain some control of his emotions before answering

"No your fuckin not you say that every time and you still...."

"you know what yeah" i say throwing my hands up "im not sorry i dont care i never did im a bad shit horrible terrible person who deserves no less than a long drawling death" i say in one breath 

"im just a monster aren't i ghost? i dont think twice do i? no. i really dont know what you want me to fuckin do with myself and if i dont know sure as hell you dont! Is that what you wanted to hear?"

Ghost goes silent once again.. looking at you in disbelief.. you have never admitted any flaws so clearly, he doesn't know how to react

He sighs and slowly shakes his head.. he doesn't have the energy to fight you right now

"Yes.. you are" He responds, his eyes cold, not looking away from you

"how fuckin nice" i scoff "you know what i find so damn funny ghost? that i know everything bout you but you dont know shit" i grin sadistically "maybe if you knew you wouldn't be so fucked up over your shit"

Ghost glares at you for a moment, before looking away and speaking with a cold tone, his voice slightly shaking

"Go on then, enlighten me"

 "Father? barely present unless he needed something from me" i scoff 

"i had my childhood ripped away from me and i was trained you know what i was trained to be ghost? a fuckin killer, i was 11 when i had to kill my pet dog and 13 when i killed someone for the first time" i rolled my eyes as an attempt to keep my tears away.