He's out, again.
He's always out.
He never even told me where he was going.
I hate him.
I can't hate him
I'm so confused.
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Stiles has been very secretive, he's out all the time and rarely home.
I sit on his bed and wait for him to message me, "come on stiles where are you?" I say in my head I message him instead.
"Hey you planning on ever coming home?"
He invited me too his house, why is he never here?
Then I hear his Jeep pull up.
I just stay in his room. I hear him shut the door "y/n?" He calls out.
I ignore him, he walks up the stairs. I have a right to be angry at him.
"Hey I thought you left" he chuckles.
"I'm gonna leave now" I reply as I stand up.
"What? What's wrong?"
"You invited me over and you weren't even here! Again stiles, what's go on? It's been 2 hours." I pick up my bag.
"Sorry y/n, Scott needed my help with something."
"So if I ask Scott tomorrow, he's going to tell me the same thing?" I stand up
"Uh yh" he replies blankly.
"It's always something with Scott though. It's the fourth time this week." I look at him. He was about to speak until I cut him off. "I'm going, don't call me."
I begin to walk out.
"Wait y/n. What? Your what breaking up with me?"
"Stiles I'm sorry, but I barely see you anymore! I'm fed up with it." I slowly begin to raise my voice.
"I have a life outside of you, you know."
Wow. He really said that?
"It's been 2 weeks since we properly hung out stiles! Do you even love me anymore?" I lower my tone as my voice breaks.
"Y/n, I-.."
I sigh.
"I know."
I leave his room.
"So your gonna leave?" He raises his voice
"Yes stiles I'm leaving."
"Your blaming this on me?"
"Stiles im-."
"What about you? All the time your spending with Liam?!"
"What?"
"Yeah. You guys seem like your getting pretty close."
"I'm not- Nothing is happening with us. He's my bestfriend. I can't believe you would accuse me of that."
"Really? You can't believe that?"
He's practically yelling now.
"Lower your voice"
"No I'm not going to. I'm sorry I haven't been around, but it's not my fault your such a bitch! Always complaining to me about school, your parents. Your always in a mood."
My eyes start to water.
"A bitch?! My parents are going through a divorce! I'm failing in school! I BARELY see you! So sorry for fucking complaining. You won't have to worry about it."
I could tell he regret what he said. But I just walk out
"Y/n what I'm sor-."
I slam the door behind me.
*TIME SKIP*
I sigh as I open the doors to my school.
I'm really dreading seeing stiles, I haven't spoke to him since our argument.
I look rough. I just found out my mum is kicking my dad out. He's moving in with his friend, how did my life get so complicated?
I haven't slept in 2 days, I haven't been eating recently either.
I walk into my first lesson. English, I see stiles sitting behind my desk with his head down.
I turn back around and out the door. I can't be here, not now.
As I'm walking down the corridor to the toilet I hear a familiar voice. Oh god.
"Y/n! Wait."
I choose to ignore him as I change my route to the toilets to out the double doors into the parking lot.
"Y/n!" His voice gets louder. He's closer now.
I stop as I reach my car and turn around.
"What stiles?"
He walks closer to me
"Y/n. You look- are you okay?"
"Stiles, I don't want to deal with this right now"
I begin to open my car door.
"Y/n." He puts his hand on mine to stop me from opening it.
"I'm sorry"
I look toward him and shake my head.
"Stiles I can't"
"Y/n I love you. I'm sorry."
I pause
"You what?"
"I love you"
"No you don't"
"Yeah I do"
"Stiles-."
"I know I don't say it enough. But I do and I do not want to lose you"
"Stiles" my voice starts to break "I'm sorry but I can't."
"Y/n.. please."
Tears start falling out of my eyes ever so slightly.
"My dads leaving tomorrow"
"Y/n I-."
"I don't want to deal with us." I motion to the gap between us.
He hugs me.
"I'm so sorry y/n"
I just start crying.
"I know"
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