Release

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry that I've fucked you over
over
over
over
and over again

I fuck up your life
your thoughts
your feelings
your words
everything

I'm sorry that I couldn't give you want you wanted
what you needed
what you begged for
what you gave me, but I couldn't return
I can't give you that right now

I'm sorry that I'm a fucked up person
with a fucked up brain
a fucked up heart
and a fucked up body
I'm just so fucked up

I'm sorry I couldn't love you
enough
more
my love just causes you hell
my love hurts, it's a dangerous thing

I'm sorry.
I can't do anything right.
I want to leave it all.
Because I've apologized too many times.
And apologies don't mean a damn thing, do they?