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"y..you you were forcing me to do things and said I was your victim and it all seemed real tom" I said pacing back in forth
"Babe look at me stop walking" He grabbed my arm making me flench

He backed away looking at me like he was about to cry

"I'll be out here if you need me" He quietly said walking out of the room

I lean my head back looking up at the ceiling

"Shit lexi it wasn't real it was just a dream" I whisper

I calm down now walking out to tom
He had his face buried in his hands as he leaned on the counter

I hope i didn't fuck up
I didn't want him sad

"baby" I said in a low tone
"are you scared of me?" He got up looking at me
"No I just needed a minute tom" I gave him a remorse look walking over to him wrapping him in a hug
"I love you and I would never do that to you lexi" he pulled away looking at me
"I know I told you I just needed a minute" I said again

He picked me up sitting me on the counter in front of him

"We need to talk seriously" He said looking at me
"About?" I ask
"What our next move is we're never gonna stop aging baby" He replied
"I don't know I tried with the kid but my first one died and the second one didn't make it to birth" I sighed looking at my lap now

Tom placed his hand on my thigh

"So we keep trying and i've been looking at houses" He smiled
"Really?" I ask

He's really happy right now
I don't know why

I smiled at him

"Yes but I think i'm in need for some more sleep before we go out" Tom yawned picking me up wrapping my legs around himself
"Sorry I woke you" I say as he walked back to the room
"Your okay lexi" He laid me down climbing on top of me then laying on me

I slid my fingers into his hair as we both fell asleep

Surprisingly i got good sleep
I woke up yawing not moving from where I was because toms arm was over my waist now
This is how we spent a lot of our days since bills been away anyways

I turn my body around where I'm face to face with tom again

There was just something still mysterious about him



TOMS POV

I woke up to being stared at by lexi

I smiled pulling her hip against my torso

"Hi tom" She smiled
"Hi" I said back in my groggy voice

The dream she had freaked me out.
I mean something happened kind of close to that but I wasn't having sex with girls or abusing them

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