Forbidden love

Ch.35 ( short )

-Tori's pov-
I Laid down in my bed of wool, the stary night sky danced with grace above me. I looked to my left then right and finally relaxed. It's been two years...two years since I escaped my death...since I lost everything all over again. I sighed and closed my eyes, putting my hands behind my head as the cool wind swept over my resting body. Julian saved me....thanks to him I'm still alive. I wonder how he's doing? Did he marry Zelda yet? Eh, good for him..... As my closed eyes dreamed, a face kept appearing to me. This face always stabbed my heart when I released it was links face...his dirty blond hair, those bright blue eyes...that smile...I cringed at the memories as sat up rubbing my temples.
"Eeerrrrrhhh ....why does he haunt me...he's not dead. I didn't do anything wrong...why does this feel so bad...why do I suffer for my freedom?! " I groaned as I asked the jeweled sky.
"Why...!!" I asked it again wishing it would answer me. My eyes began to sting with water as I closed then tightly and looked away. I took in a shaky breath as I clenched my fist.
"...why do I still love him..."