Mcyt oneshots

Dear Diary (Dream x ???)

Part 40! Eyyyyy (not all 40 parts are public)
I don't exactly know what I'm doing here, but I'm trying my best.
Also sorry for not uploading, I had a bit of a writers block. 
Just realised it said the name of the lover at the bottom, so if you saw it, no you didn't

Explanation: high school au. Dream has a crush on someone, except he goes to an all boys Christian boarding school. It's also in the 1950's.

Dear Diary,

You and I both know why I'm writing this.

You and I both know that it just keeps getting worse.

You and I both know that nothing is ever going to change.

You and I both know I'm never going to confess.

You and I both know he doesn't like me back.

You and I both know he can't like me back.

You and I both know me and him would get expelled right away.

You and I both know how important school is to him.

You and I both know he would hate me if I was the reason he got kicked out.

You and I both know no other school would accept him.

You and I both know his father would kill him if he found out the reason as to why he was expelled.

You and I both know my father would kill me if he found out.

You and I both know my life would end the moment I confess.

You and i both know that if he doesn't return those feelings he'll probably tell the whole school.

You and I both know the even if he doesn't, he'll be disgusted by me.

You and I both know he doesn't like boys.

You and I both know he's to popular to even notice me, yet alone fall in love with me.

You and I both know it would ruin his reputation if he went out with me.

You and I both know his father would blame him for his company failing.

You and I both know I should just give up now.

You and I both that if I don't, I'll dive to deep.

You and I both know that if I do, I won't be able to get back out.

You and I both know it's hopeless.

You and I both know there's nothing I can do without ruining something.

You and I both know there's only one solution to this.

You and I both know the only way out, is to leave.

You and I both know I have to leave this world.

You and I both know only one person will miss me.

You and I both know he won't even realise I've gone.

You and I both know he'll probably ignore the letter.

You and I both know it pointless trying anymore.

You and I both know it's time to say goodbye.

So until we meet again in our next life, ???.

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