TᗯIᔕTEᗪ ᖴᗩTE ⋆ Snf/dreamnap - Sapnap Centric [Completed]

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I sigh going out to the garden enjoying the quiet, soft cold breeze on my skin, my cheek was stinging from the slapping.. but I still was poundering..

Was george  even worth my time trying  to be what he wants.. or should I break it off and do my own thing.. I need a way to think my thoughts through  there gotta be a party or something going on there always is.

"Dre.. is there a party tonight.. I need a distraction" I asked him.

"Yeah but you need a date to get in-" dream said softly.

I would normally  take george.. but rn I don't even think he would want me to go to the party with how he's been acting.

"Mm if you thinking I'm asking george  probably  not he told me he isn't much of a party person" I said breathlessly.

"W-well who tou taking then?" Dream asked.

"If your and option I'm happy to" I'd say softly with a smile.

He'd blink, "like as friends?"

I want it to be more but I'm quiet littarly  a pretzel tied up with a nice bow for george.

"Yeah" I said quietly.

It felt like my heart and servle  pins stabed  into it.. but I mean I am taken so I get his response.

"I'd be honored to be your date" he'd say hugging me.

I hugged back wishing a could swing him down and kiss him... without  being known as a cheater.

Fuck why is love so hard?.. maybe it would be better if I wasent a mess and could choose who I loved for realz.

I must of zoned out looking at dreams bueaty because he soon waved his hand across  my face.

"Sappy? You okay you zoned out looking at me" Dream said with a bit of a rosey pink across his face.

"Sorry- did anyone tell you how bueaiful  you are?" I said hushly.

"Thank you- bit you shouldn't be simping for me.. you have a boyfriend!" Dream said seemly sadly.

Holy.. does Dream love  me like I do him?..

"Haha! Yeah  I do..he's so perfect" I said letting go with the fakest  smile plastered on my face.

"Don't need to fake that smile around me sapnap.. George  sure as hell ain't perfect if you cry everyday" Dream said resting his hand on my shoulder.

"Mhm..." I mutter.

I picked the wrong person I can fell it now.. I loved them both at the same time but thought Dream was out of my league so went for george..

But  have been treated like utter shit. And I'm growing  tired of it I sniffle and cry again.

"I'm sick of the fighting but I can bring myself to break up with him.. I know  the him I fell for is still there" I said with a shakey voice.

"Sappy I know it's hard.. but sometimes it's better to let go then to force yourself in a unhappy environment" Dream said hushly letting me cry on his shoulder, littarly.

I'm known as this big tough kid but rn I'm in my weakest yet.. and it's all because of my conflicted mind on what to do...
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Sappy...