Book one of the Milano series.
I was woken by a bucket of water threw on my face
"God"
I said shivering due to the cold water.
I was in a dark room. It looks like a basement or a torture room.
"Where have you brought me? Who are you guys? Why am I...
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I need to do this. I need to do this for both of us. How can I be so stupid?
You are always stupid.
Are you ignoring me?
Fucking bitch.
I walked in the room only to find Blake drinking.
What have I done. It's only been few hours. How will he manage all this.
He look at me but ignored me as if I don't exist. He started drinking again.
"Blake" I called him but he again ignored me.
"Blake what's wrong with you? We are 16 for god sake. Your drinking like you're an adult." I said as I snatched the bottle from his hand.
"What's wrong with me huh? What's wrong with you. You're been ignoring me and then you acting like nothing happened." He said standing and coming near me. My fingers blush on his bare stomach.
"What happened did I do something. Tell me if there a problem in me. I will change. Change for you. Don't ignore me it kills me." He said holding my face in his hands. Tears from in my eyes.
Oh god he can't be real. He's perfect....perfect for me. This all is making it even harder for me.
"We can't be together. We don't have a future. So I have put aside all my feelings for you. I hope you do the same. I gave up on you" I said backing off from his hold.
I am lying I have not given upon. I love you so much that you consume my every thought. You are the boy in my heart and mind.
"Are you serious!!!. Do you think I am a fool. I can clearly see it in you eyes tell me the truth. If you don't want me then why are you crying." He asked coming closer to me.
Enough I can't hold it back anymore.
Someone said she'll be strong. We're back to square one.
"I love you. I love you so much." I said and hugged him tight.
"I love you too." He said hugging me back.
"I can't.....we can't be together." I said still in his hold.
"What?? But why you love me. I love you what's wrong?" He asked being confused.
"Loves not always enough. This all shows and books are fake. They only show the good things in not the worst the real things." I said with tears.
"What!! What are you saying?" He asked me.
"You have to run." I said making him shocked.
"What!! Run away why?? Form who?? Are you serious. Your insane." He asked.
