Angel Face

Thirty Three

13th May 2014

Harper

It was the first day of my shoot and I was extremely nervous, this would be my first ever huge cover, not only would it be sold across America, but globally - it was a big deal.

Harry had insisted that he and Sienna spent the day together, although child care had been arranged whilst I worked, Harry declined and told me they were going to have a great day together.

Everything okay? Xx

It was 9am, I had been shooting for an hour or so and we had been given a break for some breakfast. Today we were shooting inside, two different looks, tomorrow would be outside, and the third day I'd be having interviews with Elle and other media outlets.

Sienna and I are currently throwing a ball on Santa Monica beach .x

Attached was a photo of Sienna grinning in a white vest, pink shorts and bare feet. She was holding a Peppa Pig ball that Harry had obviously just bought.

She looks beautiful, glad you're having a nice time xxxx

Throughout the photoshoot Harry would send me photos of their day, Sienna at lunch, with Ice cream, at the park, with a shopping bag. They were clearly having a great time without me.

. . .

I finished shooting for the day at around 5pm and arrived back at Harry's for 5:30, when I walked in he was sat on his laptop at the kitchen counter.

"Hey you," He smiled kissing me as I took my shoes off. "How was it?"

I grin. "Magical, two more days left of it though," I yawn. I had been awake since 5am as I had to be there by 6:30am.

I hadn't thought about the three words I accidentally uttered last night until now, I hadn't given myself time to really think about it.

"Where's Sienna?" I ask walking into the kitchen, she hadn't ran out from anywhere.

"Nap, she's got another fifteen minutes or so,"

I nod. "Thank you,"

"It's okay,"

"For everything, the whole day."

"Tomorrow we're going-"

"Tomorrow?" I raise an eyebrow.

"Yeah.. you're working tomorrow again aren't you?"

I nod. "Yeah but-"

"So Sienna and I going to chill, have lunch and go to the studio,"

"Harry you don't have to-"

"I want to, I like it. I enjoy having a little companion."

. . .

When Sienna woke up she was quick to tell me about what she had gotten today - a Peppa Pig t shirt and some new pink sandals. I had thanked Harry profusely but also told him not to spend money on her.

Dinner, bath time and getting Sienna to sleep were all the same. She wasn't fully caught up with her jet lag so she was a little disorientated but she finally fell to sleep.

"This bed is so comfy," I compliment as we both curl up together.

"I know," Harry smiles lazily as he tucks some hair behind my ear.

"Thank you for today,"

"You're very welcome, it was nothing."

"It wasn't nothing, it's not easy taking care of a three year old."

"How do you do it?" He asks with such wonder on his face.

"I just do," I shrug slightly.

We were both silent, smiles on our faces as we watched each other, the both of us tired from the crazy days we had.

"Last night," Harry licked his lips before he continued. I immediately look away. "You.. you said-"

"I know," I interrupt him because I knew what he was trying to say, and I didn't have it in me to just lay here and wait for him to spit it all out.

"..Do you?" He asks, his face so flawless I felt like I was dreaming when I looked at him, the fact he was here, beside me, wanting to only be with me.

"I.." How do I word this? "I.. I don't trust easily, and I find it so hard to just.. and with you, with you it's so damn easy and I've only know you what? Five months? But everything feels so natural and normal, every step we take in this relationship feels like the right one,"

"Let's continue to take the right steps then," He smiles kissing my nose.

"If me.. if me saying that scared you off just tell me Harry,"

"Why would it scare me off? I love you,"

My eyes meet his for the first time. "What?"

He laughs. "I love you Harper Fletcher,"

I kiss him right on the lips. "Say it again,"

"I love you Harper Fletcher,"

"You love me?"

"I do,"

I laugh kissing him again. "You love me!"

That night we made love, both of us repeating our love for one another. I had never felt this happy, this high, this ecstasy.

I was always the girl who dreamed of a love like this, now I have a love others would dream of.