Be Myself // quackity x fem reader

part 15: s u p e r s t a r

"y/n. explain."

i explained what happened to clay

"told you so."

we get to the house and i run to my room and take the test. i set the test back in the wrapper and put the wrapper back in the box. then i put the box on the edge of the bathtub behind the curtain. i go back downstairs calmly and snuggle up next to Alex.

"so what did you get"-q
"uhm...things"-y
"ok... things..."-q
"yep"-y

after the movie i tell the boys that im tired, give dream a glance and run upstairs. the first thing i do is i pull the box from behind the curtain, pull out the package and i hear the door open and i throw that shit behind the toilet.
"y/n?!" i hear dream say.
"bathroom, i haven't opened it yet"
i go to grab the box and package from behind the toilet and i see the top of the test sticking out of the bag. i grab the package and try to prepare myself. i see a blonde boy go up to me and grab my arm

"y/n im here for you, no matter the result."
i pinch and pull out the white test and i see 2 pink lines.
i feel the test fall out of my fingers

TRIGGER WARNING DEREALIZATION//PANIC ATTACK
i suddenly cant see, i feel hot tears stream down my face. i feel clay pick me up and put me on the ground in his arms. i cant hear, i feel like my whole world is crumbling down. i can suddenly hear clay whisper in my ear

TRIGGER WARNING OVER!!!!!!!

"y/n its okay, calm down, im here, its fine, you're fine, breathe"
i can hear and talk, my vision is still blurry but i can make shapes out, its probably from my tears.
"clay, it was positive."
"i figured. are you okay?" he says handing me a bottle of water. and sitting me on the counter next to the sink.
"yea. idk how im going to tell alex though" i look over at dream and he looks sad.
"clay? whats wrong" i express as he looks up at me and fakes a smile "nothing. i dont what to do either."

i pull clay over to me signalling to him to give me a hug and he does. i pull him in and it feels sweet and soft. like i was hugging a child. then i remembered i have to tell alex. and i start to freak.
"clay. im going now."

"OH MY G-D Y/N THATS SO GREAT CONGRATULATIONS."-alex
"i guess. only problem is uhm. its not yours."-y/n
"yes it is. maybe not biologically. but anyone that you bring to life while we are together. is mine. blood or not."-alex

"blood or not."-y/n
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