They pulled up to the mission and deeks turned to kensi who looked like she was going to be sick "kensi you don't have to do this" he placed his hand on her thigh "no-i I want to" she looked at him and got out of the car. They walked though the doors kensi being back turned alot of heads including those of their teammates "heyy kens" Sam put his hand on her shoulder "what are you doing here" Callen stood up giving deeks a dirty look for bringing her here "I just wanted to hang out im not going to get any better sitting at home all day" she said quietly Callen and Sam got a concerned look on their faces the way kensi was acting wasnt something they were use to "ms blye" the team heard from behind kensi "someone is here to see you" kensi turned around and softly asked "who" "nate, he's up stairs go up he wants to talk to you" hetty explained then walked away. Kensi wasn't excited about this and her face showed it "kens it's ok just go" Deeks put his hand on her arm she looked upset now almost as if she was going to cry but she just walked up stairs
She pushed the doors open to see nate standing with his back to her he turned around and saw her "hey kensi" he walked to her and gave her a gental hug "sit please" he gestured to the two chairs so she sat "how have you been" he asked "I know i can't lie to you so I'm not even going to try" she replied plainly "I'm ok I'm not perfect but I'm not horrible deeks is doing his best but there are just somethings that aren't meant to be fixed" she bit her lip to stop from going on "what do you mean aren't meant to be fixed" he said with quotations "there's peices of people that will be broken forever peices no one can fix" she said quietly "I don't believe that I think that there are peices you can't fix by yourself I think that everything you've gotten over you've done your self I don't think you've really let anyone in I don't think deeks has done anything because your afraid to let him in because of your feelings for him and maybe letting him in is exactly what you need" those words made her snap her head in his direction she went to speak but no words came out she knew he was right but she didn't know what to say.
