Letters To Ash [5sos Mashton AU] (boyxboy)

Dear Ash,

Dear Ash,
It's been two years since you left.
I can't tell you how much it hurts me and I can't tell you how much I need you.
The pain is too overwhelming for it to be described, there are simply no words for it.
There are so many things I never told you, so many things you should know.
I just wish you'd come home.
I just wish you'd come back to me.
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I always knew he wasn't happy here. I always knew that he wanted to get out of this town. But I never expected him to actually leave. I especially never expected him to leave without telling me, or saying goodbye.
Then again, I guess he knew that I would try and stop him if he told me.
But I could have helped him, I could have helped him through his tough times. I would have listened to him.
I know I hurt him... but I didn't mean to because he was my best friend... my everything, the only thing I ever had.
So I decided to write to him. I knew I could never post the letters, but I wrote them anyway.
Just in case he came back.
Then he would know.
He would know just how much he meant to me.
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