Chapter Thirty Two

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When we got home I automatically locked myself in my room. Thurston banged on the door and pleaded that I come out but I ignored him. Mom and David came home after a while. I got off by telling her that I was sick and really didn't wanna talk; just wanted to relax .

Actually I wanted more. Relaxing just wasn't enough. I wanted to get away. From everything. From Thurston, from David, from my mother, from Bradley, from the news reports, from life..period .

I had some thoughts of ending my life, but I couldn't do it. Pain is not tolerable for me and I have the fear of God in me. I know what comes after death if I choose suicide .

I just wanted solutions.. I need solutions.


Thurston POV

My anxiety was being to kick in. My breathing was shallow and I was tired but couldn't fall asleep .

"Urgh!" I growled

Kym hated me and I couldn't stand it. I paced my room, punching things on occasion.  This wasn't good . I has to calm down and I had just the remedy.

I took one of my pills, then another. I stared at the bottle and took another .. then another... and another .

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