So will I

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Why do I concern myself with who you are with right now? 

all I know is that it's not me

so I guess I'm hoping that you're alone

what kind of friend would hope you weren't happy?

That's not really what I'm wishing for

but my hopes are so selfish and greedy

so if there is someone that you love

I hope that they make you very happy

Who is this girl? Are you dating?

I felt as if I would cry

of course she is pretty

this hurts, I won't lie

I guess if you are happy

with the girl standing next to you

then I should be a good person

and smile too

Even though it hurts

I haven't seen you this happy in a while

a good person like you

I love when you smile

Even if it's sad or painful

I laughed when you did although I was broken inside

I found that you still made me smile

but when you left, I cried

Because I thought you were cute

Because you were a good guy

I think it will be worse on you

If you knew that I would go home and cry

Every night I would stay up

and wait until you came home and said goodnight

every time you laughed and slept well

I couldn't sleep but I thought of you so it was alright

Who is this girl

I'm so unfamiliar I feel the akwardness in the air

it wouldn't hurt me so much 

sometimes I wish I didn't care

I guess if you are happy

with the girl standing next to you

then I should be a good person

and smile too

Even though it hurt

I haven't seen you this happy in a while

a good person like you

I love when you smile

Even if you smile and laugh

it will still hurt a little everyday

but I like to smile for you

as a promise that it is okay

Even if I am alone

you will brighten everything and make me happy

did I set my heart on you too fast

but still I don't wish I had gone any less quickly 

And as I stare at this girl who looks so wrong for you

I wanted to cry

but as I look at you

if you smile then so shall I

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