Without Me

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As a girl, am I too quick

to give my heart away?

As myself, am I too quick

to say it's okay?

Because I can be so selfish

I try my best to keep to my own

because I can be so needy

I try to spend more and more time alone

Even if I failed 

you seemed to support me

even if I was foolish

you forgave so easily

And I thank you for those times

but I don't want to be

your only reason 

you aren't happy

As someone who loves maybe too much

 I'm sorry

As someone who was often too quiet and un readable

please don't feel you have to forgive me

I know I'm at fault

but it still seems a bit painful

Because you were too kind

you tried to treat me better than anyone

Because you would give so much

I greedily let myself be the only one

Even if you never would scold me

I know it was wrong of me

even though I knew better

I let it continue so foolishly

And I thank you for it all

but I don't want to be

one of your reasons

that you can not be happy

As someone who loves maybe too much

 I'm sorry

As someone who was often too quiet and unreadable

please don't feel you have to forgive me

I know I'm at fault

but it still seems a bit painful 

Because I am a fool

I'm sorry

Because I wasn't stong enough

I needed you with me

But now I recognize you aren't mine

you don't belong to me now

As someone who loves maybe more than I should

I'm so sorry

As someone who was so stubborn and difficult

you loved so easily 

And because I know I'm at fault everytime it's hard on you baby

It makes it harder to admit it

I want you to go on without me

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