Although it wasn't wholely agreed on
it was ended as though
love had never existed
and I let you go
It had been years
since we had first met
but when exactly it was
I always forget
Does that mean it was never important
because I'm not confident my choice was right
how could something that hurt be good
its far too late to make it alright
At first we were friends
but the akwardness was heavy
and maybe it was me or both of us who gave up
but you stopped talking to me
Although my smile slowly faded away
I found someone whom I love too
I talk about him when we are together
though, once I thought to say "I love you"
One day he asked me to marry
I asked for time unsure of what to do
that night I cried for so many reasons
then I called you
"Go ahead, if you love him."
That's not what I wanted to hear
"I hope you both the best, I fell in love too...
last year."
I cried silently
had it been than long since we last spoke
I hung up the phone
that was the day my heart really broke
I don't remember
what i told him the next day
I can't remember at all
what did I say?
. . .I lay in bed with a ring on my hand
he just called to say he loves me
and he'll be home soon
upon that statement I am so happy
As he hangs up I cry again
of course I am happy this way
with this life, with this person
just right now it doesn't seem okay
I stare at the ring what's it symbolize?
that I was able to love again?
Marriage, happiness
or tears I've cried since then?
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Poems~!
Poetrybasically it's a collection of my poems and what not. . . it's pretty random, some are happy, some are sad, some are weird and others creepy
